13:D Messages From An Extra-Terrestrial Ambassador and an Archangel (The Owl Incident Part Three)

Today, I am sharing a personal secret, and one of my main motivations for doing this is so that I can acclimate any of my friends, colleagues, and those interested in my personal journey to the strange but wonderful reality that I find myself immersed in. My reality, it has been pointed out to me, may be quite different from many of you, and the issues that I have been contemplating and exploring may seem very foreign to a large number of you. I am taking the time to create and share this very long article with you in hopes that it will create a base of understanding about my experiences connected to the Owl Incident, and to information shared with me through two psychic mediums whom I now trust wholeheartedly and implicitly. The information provided through the two mediums, who do not know each other and who live thousands of miles apart, came to me three years apart, with the second psychic medium unknowingly verifying key information provided by the first. And both psychic mediums were channeling extra-terrestrial collectives, each of which had one or several extra-terrestrial beings to whom I was introduced.

Back to my motivations for sharing this: I have been slowly writing a book on my philosophy about love, and I am now planning to include a large section in that book relating to inter-dimensional connections based in love and benevolence. One of my hopes with this article is to engage my friends, colleagues, and those interested in my personal journey to a large enough degree that they may consider reading my book when it is finished… whenever that is. Also, reading what I’ve written immerses some people, mostly younger ones, for the first time into the world of the metaphysical.

Another major motivation of mine is that after five and one half years of contemplating and experimenting, testing and living with this information as best as I could, and because of some highly unusual personal experiences and occurrences in my life (which I have yet to share in this blog), I have come to the conclusion that the information which was given to me by extra-terrestrials is very likely real in a larger sense than just my own personal reality.

In other words, what the extra-terrestrials have been sharing with me may apply in some way to your personal reality, too. One of those areas I am referencing here is reincarnation, and another area is that many higher-dimensional beings do in fact exist and can and do intervene in our third-dimensional reality in a benevolent way.

And so if by sharing this information some of you connect with this material, then I can begin to gather a foundation of open-minded, supportive people with whom I can share my personal journey. I am not seeking approval, but I am seeking some level of understanding from that segment of the public whom are open-minded and unafraid of the idea of extra-terrestrials and higher-dimensional beings interacting with us in a very real way. If by sharing this article I can strengthen this foundation and build an audience for my writing, then I will feel even more motivated to  continue to share my individual journey and perspectives, because I will know that at least some of you out there really get it. And in a way, I already know that, because of some of my close personal friendships. But there is a part of me that feels that this information could help a larger part of the world than just me and my close personal friends.

You don’t read a very lengthy article by someone who suspects that they just might be a human-extraterrestrial hybrid every day, do you? I have been resisting putting this information out because of personal worries about public ridicule, negative reactions and misunderstandings (which I have experienced with some relatives, friends and acquaintances), but this is what I have been leading up to with this blog and now I feel that I am finally ready, with the encouragement of my guides, to share much more of the information that I have gathered exploring the Owl Incident.



From a previous article, I’m going to reprint a summary of how the channelings started: “In 2010, I was extremely fortunate to renew an acquaintance with a married couple whom I had known from sixteen years earlier when I had co-hosted a public access show in Tucson on which I helped interview guests about UFOs and metaphysics. Within several weeks of our renewed friendship, the couple invited my wife and I to their place for lunch, where they revealed that they were now publishing a book detailing their odyssey with an extra-terrestrial connection: the wife, Cathy, was a deep trance channeler of an extra-terrestrial being. I asked if I could interview the being, and they (the couple, the extra-terrestrial, and their civilization) granted me permission. After interviewing the being for two hours over two separate occasions, I felt comfortable with the ET being, his civilization, and their history and philosophy, and so I asked about a strange incident that happened to me in 1987 involving a four-foot white owl. The answer to that question extended into hundreds of questions over the year 2010, in which the couple, the extra-terrestrial, and their civilization were gracious enough to grant me about sixteen hours of time to explore my connection with extra-terrestrials and to explore some of my past lives. Very deep connections, inter-relationships, synchronicities, evidence and confirmations expanded my consciousness, and helped me to understand things that had been happening to me my whole life. One of the messages that the being and his group kept repeating to me was that I had ability to heal people, something that I never remembered doing up to that point in time… and the ET being channeled through Cathy kept reminding me about my “healing gift.”

While participating in the sessions with Loran, the Ambassador for the Loridians, I would make it very challenging for the medium, Cathy, to fool me. One of the ways that I would do this was to pose multiple questions to Loran all at the same time, to see if they would get answered or whether or not it would trip up Cathy if she was faking it all somehow. Later, I would listen to the sessions over and over, and develop intricate detailed follow-up questions to explore the topics at an even greater level of detail until I was completely satisfied that I had fully explored whatever topic was at hand. The reason that I took this approach was to completely satisfy the logical, rational, intellectual side of my brain, which resisted fully accepting the material, a period of time which I would describe as stages of acceptance. One of the stages was accepting that the healings were real, which took one year and a half, after which I was mostly satisfied, due to some “before and after” medical evidence. A further stage came in late 2013 when this material received some independent validation through a second psychic medium, Isis-Neith Shanti, relating to material about the death of my previous past life and my rebirth in this life. A further dramatic confirmation came when I was saved from falling backwards down a rocky ravine earlier this year (2015) at the time of the spring equinox. In front of a witness and several others, an invisible being caught me as I was falling just before I was fully horizontal and my spine was about to smash upon a large jagged rock, and “the hand” placed me back upright, saving me from terrible injuries. With that, I reached a new plateau of acceptance, and I will write about this incident in a future blog article.

This channeled material that I will be sharing was conveyed through Cathy’s voice by “the Ambassador,” who is from an ET group who call themselves the “Loridians,” formerly from the M42 nebula seen within the Orion constellation. The Loridians now reside “in the 5th dimension,” and are acting as guardians for certain regions (and certain humans living) on Earth on which, eons ago in Earth’s ancient past, their race had established colonies; primarily, those specific regions are in western North America, Mexico and Central America.

One of the amazing things is that I observed Cathy Star Eagle in deep trance for over sixteen hours in 2010, and I was never able to trip her “Ambassador” up, and even when posing many questions at once, Loran had a way of getting to many pertinent points that all connected back to the multiple issues brought up in multiple questions; in other words, the “Ambassador” was up to the frequent intellectual challenges which I posed to him in the spirit of: “Well, you’ve been able to explain everything that I’ve thrown at you so far, so let me ask this and this and this about that?” Each successive session I might go deeper into questioning about a specific area of information they may have shared earlier, and that I, after listening to the recordings, thought-up many follow-up questions in order to get even more detailed information.

Things really started getting strange when Loran the Ambassador said that he and his people felt that I had a gift for healing, and that I would just know how to heal through natural intuitiveness. I experimented with healing by calling on my guides and requesting their help for the person in need, and visualizing colors of healing light, and as unbelievable as it may sound, people were getting healed. So after getting some before and after medical evidence a few times, I finally started accepting that they were ‘miracles’ of healing, and that healing with benevolent intentions and visualizing light could and did help to heal people.

I had recorded all these sessions from 2010 and listened to them all multiple times, and then later I transcribed them all, and then cut and pasted and re-arranged all the parts of the sessions until the parts were all in a thematic and chronological order. This is basically a book on its own that is over two hundred pages long, and includes a detailed table of contents so I can navigate through all of the material.

Then for the next few years, I adjusted my heart and mind to all this radical new information, my feelings about it all, and my newfound healing abilities, and just tried to get used to it, and allow my family and friends to get used to it. Several friends of mine who were already very experienced metaphysically had already been through their own exotic or unusual series of experiences over the decades, and they helped me somewhat to relate to my feelings as I got more comfortable with my newer self. Some of these friends have now passed on: may they explore the Universe in peace.



In 2011, I was contacted via a friend request through YouTube (which you could do at that time) by a young writer and psychic medium and self-described starseed, Allinduath, and after looking at her YouTube page I discovered her blog material called “Crystal Child Messages,” and I found the material remarkable and wise. I gathered and collected all of the material that her seven extra-terrestrial contacts, named The Council For The Assistance To Earth, were putting out through her. After waiting two and a half years during which time I scrutinized all her videos and channeled material and found no signs of deceit, embellishment or changing tone that would alert me intuitively as to fraud, I accepted her as authentic, and I decided that I would get a reading from her, just to see if I could gain more perspective on the Owl Incident and hopefully gain some further information about past lives which are relevant to what I am experiencing in this life. The “Akashic Record” reading she gave me earned my utmost confidence in the authentic abilities of this young psychic who had recently changed her name to Isis-Neith Shanti after getting married to Wolf Shanti, another crystal child and starseed. This point is important, because it is very difficult to gain my deep trust.

Why did the Akashic Record reading earn Isis-Neith my trust? Because so much of what she channeled and spoke consciously, both listening to her guides and my guides, matched and corresponded directly to the Loridian material about my immediate past life and my current lifetime when both sets of information were compared side-by-side. The odds of that happening accidentally were too remarkable: this was no accident, especially given three additional years of experience by that time which had strengthened my belief in the Loridian material.

Isis-Neith picked up on galactic, starseed, fairie and angelic energies with me, and that I do connect with angels during my healings, and that I do have clairaudient abilities which manifest, if I am focusing well, as clear thoughts and ideas from my guides.

I also have to admit that Isis-Neith was correct in the reading regarding an archangel named Metatron, when she said that I might not even know that I had this connection with that archangel. Beginning in 2012, I had begun exploring working with benevolent angelic entities, inspired by a channel named Linda Dillon, but it was true that I had not known of any connection between myself and angelic beings. Even when I ran across channelings of Archangel Metatron as I read and poured through many channelings every week, I would almost always pass on reading Metatron channelings because the name sounded modern and made up. In the last two years, I discovered that his is a very old name, and now I am even finsihing putting together a lengthy report on Archangel Metatron, mainly for my own edification, but which I may release to my blog after it is finished and well-polished.

So again, I ask myself, why am I sharing this lengthy article publicly (and for free), and the answer that comes to me is that I simply want to share it with other people, just so they know, and so it becomes more grounded in reality. I can accept it all easier when other people whom I admire also are can retain an open mind about it all. And some of my brighter friends have accepted it all even more quickly than I did. But, yes, the winning answer for me feels like: “I want to ground this material into reality,” especially to reinforce our growing understanding of reincarnation, and all that it implies.



One of the many overlaps in the Loridian material and the Metatron material is my reincarnational connection to native Americans, to which I have always had an emotional connection. When western movies came on as a child, I would always sympathize with the “indians” and not the “cowboys.” I asked my grandmother for a book on native-Americans for a birthday gift when I was young, and she bought me a beautiful one which I still have to this day. I was gifted when I was young with a kachina sand painting which adorns our hallway. I chose the Redskins in football over the Cowboys in a Cowboy town. One of my earliest television memories is of a native-American chief crying about all the pollution our country was making. I used to play “Cortez The Killer” by Neil Young over and over. One of my adopted brothers is native-American. And my greatest native-American connection is my wife Maritza, my Mayan sweetheart from Guatemala.

Without knowing any of my background, Isis-Neith channeled through Metatron who confirmed my reincarnational connection to native-Americans: “I also feel you as a Native-American man. I do pick up more than one lifetime as a Native-American.” Metatron went on to detail one of my lives as a native-American wife and mother. This also supported what the Loridians told Maritza and I in 2010, when Maritza asked Loran about past lives that she and I had together.



Maritza: Loran, thank you for answering our questions. I would, uh, like to ask you today if you could please tell me, um, if Rick and I have had other past lives together, and what would one of them be?

Loran (through Cathy Star Eagle): We do feel that you both have strong connections in terms of your original meeting, that there was a connection actually in Mexico, and this was during the time of the mid-1500s. And we do feel that you were both present during the time of Cortez. This was a very difficult period, in which both of you were in extreme pain. For we do feel that your prior life together was one of great happiness, and that you were both as husband and wife in this particular lifetime. But you became separated as such, and there was a terrible aspect of demise involved with killing. And for the individual Rick we feel that his demise was from disease. This was all related to the arrival of Cortez. Yet this was a very strong connection, and a connection which has brought a sense of great political injustice into this lifetime. For you both have a real connection with those who have been subjugated by those who have come under false pretense as such, particularly for the individual Rick. He is always looking under the so-called ‘cover’ of what politics can bring. And for you Maritza, you have always been concerned about the well being of those who are suffering, and especially for children and for the animals affected as well. For there was such devastation which occurred at the time of Cortez and his own men to have totally decimated that particular region. We do feel that this is a significant lifetime, and has great bearing on what you are both doing in the present lifetime, and how you do see things in terms of politicians, and in terms of what can and can’t be done.

M: Thank you.

Later in 2010, I asked Loran a follow-up question in a different session.

Rick: And as far as her mother in this lifetime, has her mother Julia and Maritza, have they shared a previous lifetime together, and if so, what was that relationship?

L: We feel that for Maritza, this is more of a relationship that goes back further, and this does tie in to the Aztec lifetime of which we have mentioned before. And that there was, actually at that time, the individual Maritza’s mother was a father to her at that time. And there was some difficulty in terms of her marriage to you, Rick, at that time. And that much of what is occurring now within your lifetime is to re-balance and to acknowledge the differences. For we do feel that during that particular lifetime that was the Aztec lifetime, that there was some aspect of difference involved with you. That you came from a different group or clan if you will that was not at that point accepted within the realm of her own family structure. So there was a type of division that had occurred. Yet we do feel that ultimately there was a greater sense of understanding towards the end of this lifetime for both you and the individual Maritza. For we do feel that the father at that time did recognize that it was necessary for both of you to be together. But some issues which still remain today are being worked through today as well.

R: Being worked through today as…?

L: The issues are being worked through as well, issues which are related to your involvement as a husband to Maritza, that there is at times tension. And some of these tensions are connected with that previous lifetime. And when these tensions occur, it is necessary for all to understand what had previously occurred.

R: So what did previously occur? What was the major issue between … I, I take it that I was the man in that Aztec lifetime, and Maritza was a woman, the daughter of Julia who was the father, a man. And what was the particular tension?

L: The tension was the you were not within the same clan or group, and that this was a marriage that was very much outside of what would normally be accepted. And that your basic background if you will came from more of a warrior aspect, and that this was something which was not acceptable to the father. And that this was something that you, ironically, downplayed in that particular lifetime. And that you, with your marriage to the individual Maritza then became one of great harmony and one of great understanding in terms of the arts as such. For you were very much a part of musical and artistic concepts during that particular lifetime. You were not a warrior, but your family connections were that. And there was a great deal of prejudice for this one particular family, but there was the ability to understand this as time went on, especially when Cortez arrived, for then your particular group became a great savior if you would, or potential savior to the people. Unfortunately, this did not happen, but it was potentially there so that the father at this time viewed this in a very different fashion.

R: And as all that relating to our current lifetime together, and all three of us living in the same house for about thirteen years now (2010), what is the best advice you can give us as to making this harmonize in the best way possible, because it has been a constant issue?

L: We do feel that much of this is understanding the strengths of each individual, and to acknowledge those strengths and to be supportive of those strengths. For everybody functions very differently, in terms of how they view people, and how they respond to various stresses. We do feel that it is important since you are an individual who is very willing to talk, and to analyze. Others do relate to things on a more emotional level, and it is important to appreciate those emotions for what they are, and to work through this. For we do feel that ultimately, much of what would originally be concerns or stresses can be reversed, and that essentially the strengths which you have brought to the situation can help in the future, and have been helping. And this must be acknowledged, as must be acknowledged the strengths of both the individual Maritza and her mother.


Loran’s revelation about my family and our past life connections certainly helped me see the dynamics of our family relationship in a broader, more expanded way, and it gave me more compassion for our situation, and any personal struggles and issues that the three of us living together were going through, and I do believe that this has helped improve our marriage by understanding its roots in our past lives together. We are spending this lifetime once again trying to work out our differences, learn and grow together in peace.

So, already in 2010, the Loridian material was helping my life improve in a very pragmatic, practical way by shedding greater understanding of the larger dynamics of Life, which reminds me of the song lyrics that popped on my broken car radio in the instant after my Owl sighting: “To everything (turn, turn, turn), There is a season (turn, turn, turn), And a time to every purpose, under heaven.”



Both Metatron and Loran shared detailed specifics on past lives where I was a native-American. But there were other more involved overlaps of information that correlated between the two about my past lives, and both Loran and Metatron took the opportunity to discuss in depth the demise of my previous major lifetime, one in which I was a secret government scientist working together with the U.S. Navy and German atomic scientists on “above top secret” projects. The Loridian information on this lifetime is about 40 pages long and is quite remarkable, but I am choosing not to share all those details because it is not actually relevant to what I am trying to demonstrate with this article, which is that both Loran in 2010 and Archangel Metatron in 2013 both shared the same information about the latter stages of the same past life, thus further validating the material in an intellectual sense, beyond what I was feeling emotionally and spiritually about what they both shared with me through two different female psychic mediums who have no apparent connections to each other, other than channeling for me.

Here begins the last period of the scientist’s life, according to Loran and Metatron. Perhaps both Loran and Metatron were working to inform me, being a very intellectual type of person, about my past lives so that I could better understand the nature of my current life, my predicaments and challenges, and where some of my current life issues originated. Here’s how Metatron introduced this past life to me through Isis-Neith Shanti’s mediumship.



Isis-Neith: Metatron was making me aware of a life where you did commit suicide. Then, later on in another life, you died young and living out your full life was denied to you because of the suicide in another lifetime before. That does not need to be repeated, not living your life fully out. The shortened later life where you died was a karmic consequence, but there is energy that still needs to be cleared. You will not have the same consequence from that suicide, but there is still an energy that needs to be cleared. This needs to be soothed. So it is interesting that I am using the oils, because this is the first reading that I have done in this space, and at my former house I was using mostly incense. I had been slowly adding the essential oils more and more. I have had enough smoke! I am seeing oils as a soothing energy, almost like “it needs to be embalmed.”… It is not just about clearing out this energy, but also about soothing hurts.




Rick: Loran, I’m gonna ask you something about, uh, the last session in which you told me the past life of …. And I’d like to know about the series of events that led to my birth as Rick Keefe. You told me some of it last time, but there’s some more specifics that I’d like to go over. Um, regarding (SCIENTIST), how and to what radiation was (SCIENTIST) exposed?

Loran: The radiation was a part of the experimentation, which was involved with the various projects, specifically with —-. This was the basis, and the degrees were far ranging. But what was the worst part of this was his long-term exposure to even the smaller levels of radiation. We do know that this was a part of a plan in conjunction with those who were from the German connection scientifically.



Isis-Neith: The suicide comes from the same energy. When I was meditating earlier, I was getting “old age is denied to you.” You had some kind of ailment in your stomach and on your skin. You had a fever with lots of sweating. The stomach area and down beneath from the previous lifetime. When you have one [chakra] area clogged, then areas beneath that begin to get clogged. A lot of this happened in the solar plexus, and the sacral, and down beneath it and your connection to the Earth and the Divine Mother.



R: Okay. I’m going to move on to the next part of my series of questions here regarding (SCIENTIST) and how he became Rick Keefe. What did (SCIENTIST) do in the last two years of his life as he was suffering from radiation sickness, and getting closer to death?

L: Again, there is this connection with (city), (state). And we do feel that he returned to this area, and essentially became more of a recluse. He still was very interested in reading scientific journals. And there was a period of time, especially before his death, when he was consumed with this information. He was also consumed with medical journals, for he wished to try to change, and improve his medical condition to try to work through the cancer. And he was also very involved with spiritual books as well, especially those involved with healing. However, he became so discouraged from the amount of pain and the increased problems with his functioning of his lungs and of his other organs, although his lungs were the basis of most of the cancer, yet his other organs were also beginning to be impacted by the cancer. But this aspect of becoming so discouraged did lead to his ultimate demise.

However, this was not fully what occurred, for he was not actually at the point of committing suicide. And he was still trying to work on information. The last three months of his life he was trying to get this information out. And this was actually what resulted in his death, which was not a suicide, but it was very convenient, for those who did know him. And there were those who he did occasionally speak to, yet they were not really involved with his life. For as we had indicated before, he did live as a recluse in these last years, yet he was seen as being greatly depressed.

What did happen was he was essentially set up, and he was taken out with an overdose of prescription medication, and these were sleeping pills. We do feel that this was a part of a particular group, what would be considered now your shadow government, very concerned about further information coming forth, specifically about Montauk, because there was more work that was being done at Montauk even at that time, and they did not wish for that information to come forth.

R: Can you tell me the name of the person or group of people who made the decision to have (SCIENTIST) killed?

L: This was all a part of what you have come to know as the MJ-12 Group.

R: And are there specific names that you can give me associated with the order to have (SCIENTIST) killed?

L: This was very much of a concern for individuals who were very much aware of his activity. We do know that there were ones close to the Eisenhower administration. And we do feel that there was even word on this from Eisenhower himself. This may come as a great shock, but he was very well aware of what was occurring with this project [Montauk].

R: It does surprise me… [I paused, waiting for more from Loran] … I, I gather that you really don’t want me to focus on the names of the individuals that were responsible for my death. Is that accurate?

L: It is best to understand this as a part of the shadow government as such. And there were other individuals who were very close to this administration who were involved. Some had already met with their own demise at an earlier time. We do see that it is important for you to know that this was a part of  ‘the business’ as they saw it at that point, and that this information was critical in terms of what was occurring between differing groups that went beyond politics, and it went beyond nations as you know these nations on this planet, and there were those who were involved who were off your planet who were closely monitoring what this project was doing. And there were those who were involved in this MJ-12 who were not specifically from this planet.

R: Are you saying that they are really the ones in charge and responsible for (SCIENTIST)’s death?

L: Essentially, this is true. And there are those who were involved with a project that was purposely looking for those who had information. The individual Tom is well aware of this. For this information has been sought after from lifetime to lifetime. And he is well aware of this fact. And it did go beyond national boundaries.

We do feel that what has happened has been a major opportunity for those on your planet, especially now to understand that there have been many actions behind various programs, and that even those who seemingly were innocent had knowledge of this. For the individual Eisenhower, understand that this was an order that was considered to be one professing loyalty to this country, and this is the guise by which many types of assassinations, if you will, occur. That it is for “liberty” as such; that is what has been used in this country as the cover for various actions. The individual Eisenhower was not fully aware of the whole situation, and this is to clarify this. His information which was brought to him was that (SCIENTIST) was an individual who had leaked secrets to the Soviet Union. And this is why there was a problem, and that this individual needed to be “reigned in.” This was the term that was being used. But how this was done was done as an assassination covered by a suicide. And when the individual Eisenhower heard of this, he heard of it as a suicide at some later time. And so essentially this was looked at as being accomplished without having to “reign in” as such.



R: Okay, I think I have a clear picture now of that. Um, you said (SCIENTIST)) was going to release some information regarding spiritual healing– is that right?– in the last three months prior to his death. That there was some information that he was going to put out that really concerned MJ-12. What was that information?

L: The information was not about spiritual healing, for that was what (SCIENTIST) was trying to help himself with various books and articles. This was concerning his cancer.

R: Okay.

L: What he was trying to do was to release information specifically about —.

R: And who was he trying to release this information to? Who were his associates in trying to get this information out?

L: He was trying to contact both the Washington Post and the New York Times.

R: Are there any records of this left in the archives of either of those newspapers?

L: The information never got to either of these news organizations. He was trying to put information together, and this information conveniently disappeared at the time of his so called “suicide.”



R: Um, how did (SCIENTIST) come to have contact with the Pleiadians before his death? And I… and if I remember right, did he also have contact with the Loridians before his death?

L: There was that time period in his last year during this time he was reading a great deal of information. Some of this was connected with Edgar Cayce, and there was a great interest in this work, especially in the possibility of reincarnation. During this time, he was having some very interesting dreams, and some of these dreams did present themselves not as dreams. He did have some experiences that were with particular ETs. There was one particular one that was Pleiadian, and was very comforting. At first, he was extremely frightened, but the appearance of this particular one became a great comfort as he grew more ill.

As far as we were concerned, we also had some connection with him, specifically at the time when he was trying to bring this information out. And we did come in several dreams, and suggesting some possibilities for this. However, one of the greatest problems he had was because he was becoming more ill and had less energy to progress with information. He was finding himself having to rely more upon listening to programming and radio. At first, he wished to get this information to one of the radio networks, but then he decided that it was best to go into a newspaper business as such to bring information to that location. We do feel that he was trying to search for some way of getting the information into the right hands, and he was being given suggestions on this, and this was through some of the Loridians who were involved with that location in that area for there was a strong connection with both Pleiadian and Loridian energy in that region. And there was a strong attraction to the Virginia Beach area as well, specifically related to Edgar Cayce.



Isis-Neith: The other thing that I was seeing with the Grizzly Bear was a boat-like a passage between lives, and I was seeing this Bear with you, and there were other animals as well, but the Bear really stood out. This Bear was also protecting you and guiding you as you were passing between lives. He is another guide that can help you in clearing out your past lives, because he is connected with them, and passing through them or other future lives. And the Bear can also pass through your Aura into these other lifetimes where you collected energy. The Bear can help you pass through that and clear that. You should do some type of meditation to meet this animal guide.



Isis-Neith: I keep seeing an Angel by the bed. I see you laying on a bed with this ailment, and there is this Angel above you. I don’t like saying this. I never like this type of reading because I don’t like to think of anything needing a punishment as far as karma. I like to think of it as energy: either you clear it, or you don’t. But I do feel like the Angel is passing a judgement, and he is saying, this is going to happen because you did this. I do feel that there are more people that you could have affected positively or negatively in that lifetime, but there were things that needed to happen and be carried out. In that lifetime, there was a struggle that you were going through, but no struggle is worth the future. Something good, better, more valuable to you and Higher, more meeting your expectations can always come about in the future. You are never stuck. It just feels that way.


THE MURDER OF (SCIENTIST) [Vol. 2, 6-17-2010]

L: And there was a great deal of pain and suffering of which you experienced during the last few years of your life, which did result in an actual suicide, a suicide which was done from an overdose. And this was something which you were not prepared to do. The suicide, however, and we must bring this to the foreground was not specifically a suicide which you had decided upon, but rather one which was pushed in the sense that it was essentially a murder. And this was the way for an individual such as yourself in this particular lifetime could be prevented from bringing the truth forward. And this was covered as a suicide as such. We feel that this is one of the side effects that you have had in this lifetime. And there has been a curiosity with various drugs at one point in your younger years. Yet there has been also an aspect of great caution, and this especially is exemplified now in your older years. You have a great apprehension of various types of pharmaceuticals, and we do feel that this is a result of the actual ending of your previous life. For we do feel that this was not an accidental or suicidal episode, but rather one which was an actual homicide.



Isis-Neith: In this other life that Metatron is showing me, you had people around you that could have heard you, and you didn’t really reach out to them. You didn’t want their help. I am not saying that anyone in the situation could have pulled you out of it, but they could have at least relieved you of some of it and comforted you. Because you need relief and peace and comforting. And you need to express these bottled up feelings that are bothering you, because you can’t really speak about them enough.



L: We do feel that your death was covered up, and that essentially you went missing. Even though you were considered to be a suicide in that you were missing from a particular date, your actual body was never found as such. This is one of the difficulties in terms of your lifetime previous to this one. And you did bring in some of these conflicts, and a physical residue, which needed correction as you began to age, especially at the age of two and a half years. This is why this correction did occur. We feel that your time of disappearance was during the summer of 1957 as such, and this was a period of time when you were missing from various activities you were supposed to be involved with that were of a civic nature. There was some type of meeting within your community that you were involved with at the time, and you were missing from this particular event.

R: In what city?

L: This is still connected with –, –.



Isis-Neith: So, Metatron is saying that there was a punishment for that, like you stole your own life away when you should have continued living. So it was a selfish thing. And so the short life happened in recurrence. He is saying that some of the things that you are experiencing now have happened because of those things in past lives. He is saying that sometimes there are things that need to be “carried out,” and you cannot really clear it. Something has to happen that ends it. Even with some of the bigger things, these happen because you did not clear out the energy. It is not like a punishment. It is a result of this energy building and building up, and it is not cleared, and then something happens in result. If you are clearing out these energies all the time, focusing on staying pure energetically, then you will have a much easier time with lives to come, and also with this lifetime, because they want it to be peaceful, and bring you peace.





Isis-Neith: Even though your head is clear and you can receive guidance or inspiration, still at your feet there is a lot of confusion as to your path and whether or not you are on it. This has built up from other lifetimes as well. You may feel as if it was stolen or ripped away from you in the suicide life.



L: We do feel that there has been a very great sadness that was brought into this lifetime, and this was from the events of this previous lifetime that you had experienced. And that you came into this particular lifetime as one who felt extremely “world weary” if you will, that there was a sense of a need to correct negative situations, specifically situations where there had been controls placed upon people. For you felt as if that was occurring  in your personal life at the very end of this previous lifetime.

R: Okay, Loran, I am going to ask you a series of questions, and, uh, you can answer it however you want, you know, in whatever fashion, in whatever order…. What spiritual damage and what genetic damage occurred at the end of (SCIENTIST)’s life. How was the experience with the near-death of the soul, and the soul journey of (SCIENTIST)-Keefe occur? And what scrambling, as you mentioned last time occurred precisely that allowed the saving of the Soul, and allow for my spirit to inhabit the body of the baby child of Rick Keefe? And was this from negative ET technology as was done to the Loridians?

Tom (Cathy’s husband): Well, let him get a chance to answer some. You’re like rattling them off. Sorry.

R: Okay.

T: Let him answer one at a time (laughs).

L: We do understand that there is a concern with the type of damage occurring, especially from the physical aspects which did scar in many ways this progression for you into this lifetime. We do feel, however, there that was an aspect of recovery, and this is the only word that we can use at this point, for this is essentially what did occur. That even as you were at the point of dying in that particular lifetime, there was a great opportunity for you to connect with the positive individuals or entities who were there working with you.

We do feel that this Pleiadian entity, —, was with you at this time, and there was a strong reason for him to be male, for there was a great deal of male energy which needed to be re-balanced at the time of your coming through to this lifetime.

Much of the damage which had occurred – and some of this damage was done at the actual time of your death, your physical death– was directed to your entire Soul’s path. And this was a part, as you are well aware, of the negative ET connections, and specifically we are well aware, for these were a group from Orion, and these have been the ones involved with many of these operations: the so-called Men In Black. We do feel that this was what was being used, and there was a real need for them to try to erase your Soul, if you will, erase all aspects of your life, and to prevent you from entering into another soul agreement in the next lifetime.

This was prevented, and it was the intervention of Pleiadian as well as Loridian entities that came in and were able to negotiate with these so-called Men In Black. We do feel that this was extremely difficult, and it was a great deal of sacrifice. One of the sacrifices that was made in terms of your coming into this lifetime was the sacrifice of some parts of your memory of your earlier years, and of parts of your childhood. This was specifically because of the resonance of the soul memory, which is particularly strong in human children, especially when they incarnate. There’s a closer memory of the previous lifetimes and soul experiences. This was a part of the sacrifice. This is why you have the opportunity now of remembering with us. And we are well aware that for the most part much has been repaired.

In terms of the technology, the technology is one that has been related to spiritual realignments as such, which Pleiadians are exceptional at. We as Loridians were there as basic gatekeepers if you will to make sure that there was no intrusion when this exchange was done. For it is an exchange of additional energy. And this energy was brought in as “clear energy” that could be manifested in a type of increased well being. We were aware at the time that there would be necessary adjustments to this at a later time. And some of these adjustments would be made when you were an adult. And these were not done until 1987. And there was also some additional realigning that was done in 1991. We do feel that for the most part you came into this lifetime with a much more balanced aspect soul-wise. And we do feel that the only negative aspect of this was this additional memory loss. And this is memory loss that could be regained as we work through some other re-alignments. And this is what we are currently trying to work with at this time.

R: Thank you…. Thank you for that… I didn’t mean to interrupt you. Sorry about that. Um…

T: You didn’t, I did. I just give him one or two at a time to get him going. I… (snorts)…



R: Thank you very much, Loran, for that answer. I… everything else seems insignificant after that, but I will proceed with my thousand question list here. Loran, you said that (SCIENTIST)was “directed to do various things though out his life,” and that it was “a foregone conclusion” that he would be involved in some aspect of the dark secret military experiments. Who was directing (SCIENTIST), and how old was (SCIENTIST) when this all began, and under what circumstances, and why was it a “foregone conclusion”?

L: We do feel that this was a very conflicted individual wherein the duality of his life was so great that coming into this lifetime, and making the agreement here: that it would start with duality but it would end with a great concept of how all can connect in a positive way. This was the trade-off in this lifetime. And to bring knowledge, and to bring the curiosity of mind, but also to have the type of moral backbone if you will to understand the consequences and to have compassion.

R: You’ve seen in this lifetime that I’ve been offered chances to join, like, these negative orders. I remember in high school they tried to get me involved in DeMolay and things like that, and I’ve rejected them. Have I done what the Pleiadians and Loridians had hoped I would do this lifetime, and do you still see me, um, in the positive light I see myself?

L: You have accomplished much, and you have been following the path which is needed, and you have agreed in coming into this lifetime to follow. And you should congratulate yourself in terms of the guidance, which has been given you throughout your life. But always remember: this was the lifetime you chose, as it was the lifetime of the previous ones. But this lifetime you chose, for you greatly needed to expand your love for this planet and for all here, as well as to extend that light to those who are off planet as well. So this is a lifetime of combining your intellect and your curiosity with a great sense of compassion and love.

R: I’ve got other questions. I suppose…. Um, I don’t want to keep Cathy too taxed, so I guess I’ll save them for another day, but, um, you’ve said so much today and it’s been pretty powerful in a lot of ways. Uh, I’d just like to give you my gratitude and thanks once again, and gratitude to the Loridians, and, you know, (one of my guides) and (another guide), and (another guide) and the others who’ve been helping me. I’d like to express that again as well. And I’ve been trying to stay very connected with All That Is so that even… even with all your assistance, and all their assistance, I’m staying connected with Something that’s higher than all of this. That’s what I’m trying to stay focused on.



L: We do feel for the individual (SCIENTIST) there was a very quick incarnation, and this was definitely a part of the direct connection with the technologies. For anyone who had connections with the Philadelphia Experiment as well as Montauk, there have been dimensional shifts and reincarnation as such has been very unusual from the standpoint of quick incarnation.


That’s probably a lot to take in, dear reader, but this article gets stranger as it goes, just like my life! So in the above pages, I was hoping to demonstrate why I felt the two psychic mediums brought through very similar information about the demise of my past life as the secret government scientist. Among my closest circle of friends and family, I am known for needing multiple layers of evidence and validation before I accept it as truth, or at least my best working hypothesis. This evidence was later confirmed by a third psychic, who chose not to go into the same level of detail as the two mediums, but just to validate again to me the reality of this past life.

From here forward, I am including many of the major incidents in my life of a metaphysical nature leading up to the Owl Incident at the end of this article, because I felt that in order to appreciate what Loran and the Loridians shared with me about the Owl Incident, sufficient background (as in this entire article) was needed by readers to fully grasp the significance and reasons behind that episode of extra-terrestrial contact.



R: Thanks Loran, um, I guess the first question I have is, uh, when did I come into this lifetime, at birth, or did I walk in later?

L: We do know that the circumstances of your birth are very different from most individuals here, in that you have had association with other beings. And there was a period of time when you first arrived here on this planet, and this was a time of considerable confusion in terms of your identity. We do feel that there was a period of essentially two and a half years whereby there was a change with personality. Some of this was what individuals would consider to be a type of ‘walk-in’ as such. However, we do know that your particular genetics were being observed early in life, and there was a change, which was made at this time so that your actual genetic coding had been altered. There was this as a preventative measure from the standpoint of protection for yourself, and this protection was because of the lifetime from which you had come.

We do feel that what happened was more a part of an adjustment, which would enable you to survive throughout the formative years of your life. However, there was a needed surgery, which was done later in your life in 1987 to be exact. We do feel that this was an adjustment in terms of your breathing and lung capacity as well as your heart. These two aspects of your body had been greatly damaged at the end of the previous lifetime. And we do feel that this lifetime (previous to this one that you are presently living) was a lifetime of much activity, and much stress on your own physical body as well as on your actual soul, if you will. For your soul evolution has been progressing, but there was a great deal of scrambling if you would to preserve YOU and your soul voyage into this lifetime. For you were at a great point of experiencing a loss. Many individuals do not believe that this can occur in terms of the human soul. However, this is something we have witnessed, and we do know that there is the technology that exists to alter souls, or to destroy them. This technology is the type of technology that was used on our very own people [said with emotion], and we are well aware of the type of long-term concerns regarding this there can be.

So essentially what is termed ‘walk-in’ is not truly what your case is as such, but rather a type of rejuvenation of your DNA and genetic coding. This was to provide you an opportunity to continue in a lifetime to progress with information, and to connect with information that would help people as opposed to control people. Your previous lifetime led you on a path where you were of two minds. One was the amount of information to control and to create great destruction on your planet. The other side was the realization of the power of this knowledge, and how it could be utilized in a positive fashion.



L: We do also see that this mission is different from other missions in that you have come to a point in your evolution of wishing this information to come out. In the past, you were at a point of evolution with your soul, and this evolution was of such a monumental kind in which you had experienced and what you were going through that you were conflicted. In this lifetime you have the opportunity to throw away this type of conflicted view, but rather to direct your energies to know that what you are doing is correct, and to continue. In this way, your information will come through without the types of conflict of the previous lifetime.



R: So, what was occurring between birth of Rick Keefe and age two and a half with my body, my memory, my Soul, my Higher Self, and how is that different than a normal incarnation? And how was my DNA and genetic coding revitalized and rejuvenated the first few years of my life? And also… why did you guys go to the trouble?

L: We knew that you were a seeker of truth and information, that this was a part of your journey that you could not complete in your last lifetime. This is why it was essential that you come into this life, and to be fully available to disseminate the information that is so important for people on your planet to understand. We also knew that your incarnation as you made this contract here was to be one of an individual who would base much on your analytical skills, and that you could work through this information and present it in this format as opposed to an individual.

You must understand that as an individual this contract was to go ahead and to bring information forward, and to do it in an analytical format, as opposed to an emotional way in which perhaps others would have done. Yet we have made sure that you were worked upon during these first few years. And these are memories that would be very difficult for you to remember, but it was while you were sleeping, and while you were unaware of our presence. This is why you have still a memory difficulty. For some of the work that needed to be done was work that was very tricky, if you will, in that there was some involvement with some change over with your DNA, as opposed to what a human DNA components would be. We did need to give some additional DNA. And we do think that you are well aware of this.

R: [snorts and smiles]

L: We are also aware that you know that there are many on your planet who have this type of situation, as you would call “hybrids.” And this was done when it was close to your second year of life in this other lifetime.

R: Loran, can you clarify for me? Are you saying that I’m like a Pleiadian-Human hybrid, or a Loridian-Human hybrid? Or what exactly are you saying?

L: It was necessary for you to have the DNA, not only human, but Pleiadian and Loridian, simply to function in the manner which would cause you the least amount of pain. Some of this pain related to these previous soul memories, for the physical body does still feel some of this, especially involved with your respiratory system. This is because of what had occurred with the radiation exposure in the previous lifetime.

However, your memories—your actual memories— these were the ones that it was more difficult to help in rejuvenating as such. And this is the process in which we are working as Loridians now. For we do work with the Pleiadians hand-in-hand to deal with specific medical cases, and your case was such that you did need to have assistance. And we did wish to have you continue physically unharmed. And this is why these adjustments have been done at various times at various years of your life.



R: Thanks Loran. Um, on August 15th [2010] I had a bit of an epiphany, and I want you to comment on if it is valid or not, or what your opinion is on it actually. Um, and this was that: “Aliens, ETs, Extra-Dimensionals, all the different groups outside that are off-planet or have been inter-acting on planet over the eons want us to be a willing, coupling genetic link to all the ET races who have bred with us or been involved in our evolution to give all of them a genetic boost, and to unite us as a large galactic family that can live together in peace.”

A lot of this is kind of influenced by Alex Collier’s Andromedan information, but I’ll read it again: “The aliens want us to be a willing, coupling genetic link to all the ET races who have bred with us to give them all a genetic boost, and to unite them as a large galactic family that can live together in peace.” What are your thoughts on that?

L: We do feel that you have been aware of this as well as the individuals in this room have been aware of this. But it has been hard to verbalize it as such. For we do feel that there are many who are unwilling to look at this for what it is. And to see that humanity is very mixed as such, and that this is something which has been going on for many, many years as you are well aware. But we do feel that this does address the point of much of what is occurring now. And that there is a greater realization of these connections, and that more and more people are realizing that within their own DNA as such, there are many mysteries which are starting to reveal themselves. These mysteries have been those which have linked them to not only other lifetimes, but to other dimensions and other beings, who are off this planet so to speak. We do feel that this does address the issue in a very positive manner, and we do congratulate you for coming to this realization. Yet we do feel as though this realization has been there for you for many years as well.



R: Loran, what should I know about that previous lifetime that you haven’t already told me that is affecting my current lifetime, and what are the, the big spiritual lessons that I need to understand from this previous lifetime, and how that, those lessons, uh, are affected in this lifetime?

L: We must commend you in what you have done already in this lifetime in the sense that you, even though your mind is extremely questioning and a very flexible and subtle intellect. We do feel that the whole concept of knowledge for the sake of knowledge—you are reviewing that throughout your life here. And you are seeing that there are great implications in terms of science and rational thought, or so-called ‘rational thought.’ This is why we are pleased to say that you have made great progress. You will always have an analytical mind, which is a great positive, especially during a time when there is great emotion and upheaval, as there currently seems to be on your planet. However, we do feel that you are able to use this, and begin to balance it with the needed emotional concern for those who are dealing with the many changes and upheavals here.

Your lesson of this lifetime is simply balance in the sense of balancing the energies of emotion, and the energies of an intellectual who has evolved to a great state of understanding, an understanding of not simply this planet, but of other realms, too.

We do feel that as time goes on you will understand that there is a great cosmic connection to all of the various aspects of your life during this lifetime. And it will make more and more sense, especially the childhood which has many areas that are blank, so to speak, in terms of memory. We feel that much of this will start to make sense and there will be greater continuity.

Yet we do feel that you have been doing a great deal in making the connections within your community, and within your actual life, those who are important family-wise. There has been a greater sense of this type of love and connection. This was not a part of the life of (SCIENTIST), but rather it is a part of the life of Rick Keefe.



R: Okay. Thanks Loran. Um, I’ve got a couple questions about my past here. Um, can you explain the details surrounding my weeklong hospital stay for bronchitis when I was three or four years old? And were any off-planet beings present or near me during the hospital stay? All I remember is the fog room, and seeing nurses drift in and out. Was there anything that related to that period when I was two and a half years old, ‘cause I don’t remember if I was two or three or four when I was in this fog room from bronchitis?

L: We feel that this was a period of your life where you were very young, and there was an opportunity. It was what was told to you as being bronchitis, but there is some other connection with your ears with this as well. We do feel that you had some experiences when you were hospitalized, and this was a part of the connection with some of the Pleiadian group —your guides— who were there. And the fog room you mentioned was simply an aspect of your out-of-body experiences, which you were starting to have at this age. And you did experience some other types of off-planet conditions. And what you were actually sensing was the ability to travel, and you had an opportunity to look at this galaxy, and to spend some time viewing the stars, but viewing them from a totally different standpoint in the sense that you were standing outside of your body as such, but you were dimensionally going through a type of shifting, if you will, in that you were viewing this galaxy and looking at constellations. And this is your residual memory as a fog room. But you actually had the opportunity to look at the galaxy at that time.

R: And what… what meaning did that give for me? How did that impact on me as a human being, to be able to have an experience like that? How can I make that useful now?

L: (Tom nervously starts rocking in the rocking chair, causing squeaks in the background until I coach him to stop) This was a part of your first understanding that there was a positive aspect to connections that were off-planet, and that you were not to be afraid. And that the guides you had were there to help, as opposed to encourage fear. They were to encourage a sense of joy and a sense of stability and security in your life. We do feel that this was a very strong experience, one which you had that brought you through this time. For you were crying greatly when you first arrived in this setting, and you were very afraid. But your fear subsided as you started having this encounter.

R: May I have, uh, one of my guides assist me with dreams so that I can recall this in dreamtime in the future here?

L: This we can communicate, and you will find that there should be greater assistance with this.





R: This is starting to deal with my contacts that you talked about on May 23rd. Please describe all the groups– every one both positive and negative– that have interacted with me, and your perspective on the reasons why each of these groups have made contact with me over the course of my life so far.

L: There essentially have been five groups, specifically, working with you.



L: There were entities both positive and negative, and this is a continuing part of your life from the time you were a small child. You have visitations. Some of these visitations were positive, and your memories of these have only recently been able to come through. But there are also memories which have been difficult, and we do feel that some of this is related to this period of time.



L: Yet we feel that all of these different groups, including ours, have been watching and working with you, and that primarily, there has been mostly positive in your life. And what you have seen as frightening or as a time of apprehension has been more geared to other events from the past. We feel that the first group that you were dealing with that was from Orion, again, was not that positive, and this is why you have a concern about this.



L: There has been one group that has been a negative group, but they were first involved with you. This was when you were extremely young. This was around the time you were six years old, and there was a sense of foreboding you had about various aspects of your household. They were what would manifest as essentially shadows. These shadows were not poltergeists as you would explain or think of them as being, but rather they were manifestations of entities connected with Orion, but connected within the Belt of Orion. These entities were essentially surveying your particular region at the time. They were looking for information, and it was more curiosity. However, their way of expressing themselves was one to frighten you, and we do feel that there was a potential opportunity for you to have been taken by one of these, and to have had some type of tampering. However, this did not occur.



R: I’ve just recently, through you Loran, come to know of my past life as (SCIENTIST). How long has the so-called dark side, how long have they known about my past life as (SCIENTIST)? And how did it affect me growing up and into my adult years, if they knew and I did not?

L: What is interesting about your question is that you are speaking about the so-called dark side. For as much as the dark side was aware of this, also ones that were there to help in a very positive manner were also aware of your background as well. So you had help in both directions. As difficult as your early life was, you still had the ability to survive situations, and to be who you are today despite what was given to you as negative challenges.

Understand that you are never disconnected from the previous lifetime, in the sense that there has been knowledge of who you have been, and what you have been. But remember that there is always this potential for you to come into the next lifetime, and to reverse all. And this is one of the things which has been the most challenging, for the so-called shadow government if you will. For they wish for things to go in a negative fashion, so that they could continue to form you, and to push you into a particular mode, so that you could forward their agenda. Unfortunately for them, but fortunately for us in this lifetime, things reversed themselves. And that you were not to be directed to this darker agenda, and that you wished for light to come through, and for the information to be exposed.

R: Very much so.

L: And this is what your whole focus has been in this lifetime, and will continue to be. And you are doing a great and wonderful job at this.

R: Thank you.



R: Um, Can you give me an example of one of the incidences with the early Orion Group that gave me cause to be concerned when I was young, something that might trigger a memory in me right now that I might be able to recall that?

L: There was a great apprehension that you had from time to time with parts of your house. At that time, there was an extensive area outside…

R: Can you tell me the address of that house?

L: This was an address that was linked here in Tucson, but it was on the outskirts, and it was an address that we feel is back to a mountainous area, but there was a hillside. We feel that this was a more isolated area, and that your apprehension was concerned more with what you were seeing from the window than anything else, for there was a light that was a recurring light, and this particular light was very disturbing to you. And you kept watching it, out of curiosity at first, but then there was more apprehension.

We feel that during this period of time—and this was the time that you were between the ages of six and seven—there was a period of time when you had night traumas where you would have dreams that you could not fully remember. But you felt as though there was something that was over you, something dark, almost like a cloak, and that this was very frightening. And sometimes you would hear voices that were on a very low grade in terms of audibility. Yet this was something that you personally began to fear at times. You also had some apprehension in terms of your room itself, for there was a part of the room that you felt looked extremely dark at night, and you felt as though you saw things within that area.

[Note: This was the large closet on the north side of my room on Hayne Place.]

And there were times when there had been something at the base of your bed. There had been an entity watching you, and this is where much of your apprehension would be.

R: It’s not connecting with me, Loran, yet. Um, can you give me something else, because I need to… I, I don’t feel that I understand what you’re telling me yet in terms of my memory of those particular incidences that you spoke of. And I don’t recall living at a mountainous area. Um, can you give me some more detail?



L: There were mountains in the distance, but there was a slight hill that was beside this particular location. Much of what you were experiencing was a part of your own difficulty in terms of remembering. Some screens were there. The first time that you saw the owl, which was later in the 1980s, that was not the first time that you saw the owl. For there was an impression of an owl, and so much of the information from this earlier time was blocked to you. So, some of the night trauma that you experienced is not a memory that you will significantly remember. But it will be something, as you think about what had occurred during that period of time as you walked through the hallway in your household. There was something also that would trigger this in you.

[NOTE on Sept. 15, 2011: I finally just remembered how afraid I would be to walk down the outside sidewalk with the vines to my room at night, and how sometimes I would almost run or actually run to get there to my room and lock the doors.]

R: Well, I’ve had a lot of trouble remembering a lot of… I’m good at intellectually remembering facts, but a lot of what happened to me personally… in terms of prior to age twenty is very difficult for me to remember because there’s a lot of emotion, uh, of negativity involved in my early years. So I… I wish I could say that I honestly remember what you’re talking about, but I don’t… uh, remember those… you know, those general incidents of which you describe. So, so far this isn’t helping me, um, become clearer on that. I just want to be real honest with you about this process.

L: And we do understand and recognize that. It is a part of a process, as you are well aware. And it is something that, you, as time goes on, there will be parts of memory coming to you. We do…

R: Will you facilitate that for me?

L: We are more than happy to do this. We do feel that there was an incident that was involved with your family as well, that was a loud crash or boom, a sound that was very strange to you. And it was around this age—actually slightly earlier, around the age of five. And this was something that something that was frightening to you at first. And it was explained away by your family. We do feel that there have been many attempts at visitation, but much of the confusion that you were experiencing is the confusion connected with—as you have indicated even—the emotions of that time. And there were many emotions throughout your family, and many different individuals, and different psyches if you will.

R: Uh-huh.

L: So there was some type of confusion and overlap. This is why we are feeling that you are having difficulty in tapping into these memories. But if you really think about that period of time in your life, you will remember something involved with a bird-image. The bird image was an owl, but you will have to come to this. We will try to the best of our ability to assist you with this. You may even have some dream images that will break through this information…

R: That’d be great.

L: Some of this information you may have even felt something connected with a past life, but essentially it was related to your younger years. And you have blocked out much of what has occurred in your younger life.

R: Mm-huh. Some of it was pretty hard.

L: And we do recognize this. And this is why this aspect– in terms of anything additionally– that was fearful or upsetting: this is why even those entities who were fairly negative, even they were reluctant to work further in tampering in any way with you, simply because there was so much occurring within your particular life at that time.



L: Essentially, you had some great protection from the time of your birth, and the protection has come very strongly from a Pleiadian group. This group has been extremely strong throughout your life, and there is a male and female presence. We do feel that this particular group has been central to your own medical concerns, and were involved with the surgery that had been done. This is basically a very protective and benevolent group.



R: Can you describe all my encounters with Pleiadian beings, what they look like, and the names and personality characteristics of any Pleiadians that I am in close association with? And I also want to find out about the beings that I was involved with during the Second World War period.

L: Much of what you have experienced with Pleiadians has been with groups, and these groups have been essentially there and working with you, especially in terms of medical concerns as they had in 1985 and 1987. We do feel that these were the years you had a great deal of contact, and you are continuing from time to time to have contact with these beings. But they are more working through in dreams and in information that way.


(NAMES WITHHELD), PLEIADIANS [Vol. 2, 6-10-2010]

R: Before I ask the next question, who were the two Pleiadians, the male and female? What are their names? May I know their names?

L: The two Pleiadians who were with you, and who still remain with you, who are very conscious of your work, and who have been working on a regular basis with you. There is a female entity, and her name is essentially a name that would translate in terms of English to a type of —-. We also know that the male entity has a name that is —–. This is interesting for we are seeing there is a transition with names connected more with your region. And this particular male Pleiadian likes to go by —–, for there is a definite connection with this part of the Southwest.


SIRIUS A GUIDE [Vol. 2, 6-10-2010]

L: We also see that you have had information that has come to you from Sirius, and we do feel from Sirius A. You have had amazing information come to you through dreams, and also at times when you write. Much of your writing is connected with Sirius, and you do have a strong Sirian guide, and this guide is more connected with water and with the sea. Even though you live in the desert, there is a great connection you have with water, and this is what is there. There is this amazing sense of re-connecting with this individual when you write. And you truly have moments of amazing recollection. If you were able to do this outside of your research, you could do very well at a type of automatic writing, and this may be something you would like to work on when you do have time. And we do know that you have limited time, for you are very busy with the projects at hand. But this may be serve as a type of enjoyment and relaxation for yourself, by doing a type of automatic writing.


(NAME WITHHELD), SIRIAN GUIDE [Vol. 2, 6-10-2010]

R: And the Sirian? What is his name, please?

L: We feel that the Sirian is a male entity, one who has been very interested in you for many years, and this individual’s name is —-, and this is spelled with an –. It is similar to the country, but it goes in the form of —-.


LORIDIAN CONNECTION [Vol. 2, 6-10-2010]

L: We also feel that you have had connection with us, and we have been involved in the later time frame, more recently. We do check in on both you and the individual Maritza. We feel that we are working in terms of watching to make sure that everything is all right, as we do with the individuals Tom and Cathy. We want to make sure that you are fine, and that there is no concern with health, or any type of anxiety. We do check on a regular basis, for this is the region we are connected and linked with primarily.



L: We also feel that you have had connection with some very positive reptilians. They are considered to be more on a medical level, closer to the Pleiadians in terms of how they work. This particular group has a great deal to do with research, and in assisting with various types of viral infection. They have worked to prevent some major difficulties for parts of your world, and have been able to confront some of the negative entities who have been wishing for a change in this type of scenario. But this particular group is more centered in the Zeta Reticuli region in the sense that they are connected there.



Aside from the big adoptive family setting that I was a part of during my youth, there were many other indications in reflection that indicate and suggest that I may have been a starseed without even knowing such a thing existed, especially in my preschool years. One of my earliest childhood memories is standing on some furniture in my room so I could see out my bedroom window to the stars, and asking the stars why they had dropped me here. I was maybe three or four years old. At that age, I could close my eyes and see colors and patterns of light whenever I wanted, but one day that changed , somewhere between 4 to 6 years old, and I remember looking up to my dad in his easy chair and asking him why I wasn’t seeing the colors anymore. Of course, my dad had no answer, and didn’t even act like he knew what I was talking about. By the time I was eleven, we had moved out of our first home and into a large ranch house with four acres in a semi-isolated desert setting. I was given a stand-alone room away from the main body of the house, separated from the rest of my family. Still, I felt like I was being watched all the time, and occasionally at night I would see things outside the sliding glass doors of my cold bedroom. All through my teenage years I was having terrible nosebleeds and sinus issues, and the bleeding was so intense that it would fill up and past a 12 ounce glass. It took several cauterizations much later to stop the nosebleeds. This was also the period that I began having regular nightmares about atomic bombs during dreamtime. By the time I was fifteen or so, I needed an operation to remove an object embedded in the back of my neck that was protruding there. The medical team saved the object in a test tube for me, but I saw no reason at the time to keep such a gross thing, and threw it away. If only I knew then what I know now about extra-terrestrial contacts, I would have kept it and had it analyzed. And like many people who watch the stars, I often found my eyes gravitating and fixed on the Orion constellation.



L: But some of this is essentially unknown about yourself as a child. Some of it is related to the contacts you have had, but the other part of it is simply understanding who you were as a child.



L: We do feel that this is an ongoing process for you. And the many doubts that you have about your early years are much more than what you would think originally, in the sense that your doubts are connected with the type of family situation, and much of the feeling of not being fully involved in some aspects of their lives, and feeling very different.

R: Mm-huh.

L: You have always felt very isolated, and this has been a part of your burden, if you will. But that burden you have been able to transform into an extremely positive intellect, and this is what we feel that you have been able to bring forth information, and you have been able to analyze in an amazing way.

R: Hmm.

L: The problem with this is that you have not been able to fully connect with what had occurred earlier on. And there is basically, as some had felt, missing time when they have experienced situations with abductions, if you will. You have essentially had a childhood abduction with missing time in that much of your childhood there is not a conscious memory.

R: Mm-huh.

L: This is a matter of reconstructing memory, and we do know that this is a part of what you would like to do.

R: Mm-huh.

L: This is also why we know you have responded as you did to the information that we brought to you over the last few weeks.

R: Mm-huh.

L: We do feel that some of this has been an aspect of fear, a fear that you have had to work through, and would like to work through.

R: Mm-huh.



L: However, in more depth as you could look at what has been happening in your later life, the contacts have been extremely positive. And the contact that you had in terms of your surgery, this was a very positive contact, including the diversion by the Grey, or so-called Grey. This was not a negative situation, but one in terms of helping and assisting those who were medically performing the surgery.



R: Then let me ask the question in a different way. If you looked at all these different groups of beings that are involved in the Council of the Alliance, um, please describe them in terms of the ones that are the most spiritually advanced and honored and respected and, and deal the least with negative projects and, and then go down the list to the ones that are more involved in the negative projects. Because I kinda need to know who’s who.

L: We are aware that you are concerned with this, and this is something that we have fairly stated in various sessions, not necessarily with… with you but with others as well. As far as positive or more healing aspects to work and involvement, the Pleiadian groups tend to be looked upon as the most positive in regards to their efforts.

We also feel that because our group is so closely aligned with them, yet we do have the Orion connection that we are also fairly high in regard, and especially because of our previous history with Orion. There are many on the council and within the alliance who see us as a group who has a great deal of grievance in this regard. And this is why we are held to have a fairly honored position.

We also know that those from Sirius… Sirius A is fairly positive. There are more questions about B and C. However, Sirius A tends to be a fairly well respected group. Also, other groups that have come in and have been involved that have been basically from various smaller concerns. We do know that this is something that is an ongoing concern in terms of newer constellation star systems, and we are not fully aware of some of what is occurring now even within Zeta Reticuli. For we feel that there was a very negative presence at one time, but this has also changed, and that there is a greater sense of stability which has occurred for them.

We do still see that there is a problem with the Orion faction, if you will, for there is still this negativity which is persisting. And we do feel that this is something, which is, unfortunately, an ongoing concern. Much of this has been done well in advance in the sense of future concerns. They are the group that would have the greatest problematic aspect if you will. Many of the concerns individuals on your planet have concerning the various reptilian races-

R: [interrupting] I’m concerned about that, too.

L: They have actually migrated to various star systems. This is why this is very difficult to specifically relegate to one particular area. However, their association now with Orion seems to be more than what it was previously, when it was to Zeta Reticuli, even though there are still major reptilian colonies within that particular star system. The one particular group that seems to be of greatest concern now is coming out of Orion.


The Orion Constellation (The Loridians were from M42 Nebula)


R: What part of Orion?

L: This is from the belt of Orion. [Mintaka a.k.a. Delta Orionis; Alnilam a.k.a. Epsilon Orionis; and Alnitak a.k.a. Zeta Orionis]. It is not within our specific area.

R: Closest to what star, perhaps?

L: This is within the Betelgeuse, the particular center that is a very major concern here. And this has been ongoing for some time. However, it has been… become more and more of a problem over the last few decades.



R: Um, I have a very vague memory of a light or a fire that took place out near the shed for the goats, uh, back in one of the homes I lived on, the ranch home, off of Speedway Place. And also during a time of much stress. And I went out to the goat shed with some of our dogs back around 1987. Can you tell me about this incident? Is there anything significant about that, where I remember like the goat shed on fire, or a light around it or something? It’s a vague memory…

L: We feel that this was not an actual fire as such, but your memory of it was again a screen. But this was an actual contact. And this is as we have indicated before that some of your memory is starting to come back, and that you yourself have seen that it was not fully what you thought it was. And that this was a contact and that there was an actual dimensional aspect to this, and that there was an entity that came through at that time, and was bringing information to you specifically. But you will have further memory of this as time goes on. But remember that your screen memory of this was as of a fire.

R: And you don’t want… I, I’m not supposed to know that information right now?

L: We feel that some of this information is being withheld from you, for it is pertinent to certain future events which are going to be occurring, which you need to have some additional information for, which will come through in dreams. So much of this information will come through, and you will put the pieces together. But it is beneficial at this time for them to come through in that respect, as much as you do have this memory of this specific event. More information will come to you.

R: Okay. Thank you Loran.



L: You have had other experiences, and some experiences with those who were working (and this was in the 1980s, in the mid-1980s) to make sure that you physically were fine, and that this was a preliminary examination of you during that period before the surgery, in that you had visitations where there was a concern for your sinus structure. And that there was a relief of your left sinus cavity.

R: I did have major sinus issues back then. I talked to my Grandma about them all the time.

L: We do feel that this was part and parcel of these changes, and that you were advancing to a point where you did have some serious problems with your lungs and with your heart, and that this was corrected at the later time, after the experience with the owl.


A passage from page 233 of “UFO Contact From The Pleiades: A Preliminary Investigation Report,” by Wendelle C. Stevens



L: We feel that there is a time-shift with this, in terms of your incident, that you were having some impressions before that year [1987] even. The other aspects of this were simply your being taken to a craft, where there was an initial work done with you in terms of your surgery. We do feel that there, prior to this time, was observation of you, and we do feel that this happened in the two preceding years that you were having visitations. And it was during the same time, around the months of May, June and July [1985]. It was a significant time period of visitations. This was simply a part of examining you to see what needed to be worked upon, and there was a period of time when you had work done that was not away from your home at the time, but rather in your own bedroom. There was some helpful surgery that was minor, and this was involved with your sinuses at the time. And there was a strangeness to the feel of your left nostril. It was not an implant, if this is what you might be thinking, but rather a correction. And it did help with your breathing at that point. But it wasn’t until later that you had the actual surgery done.





R: What specifically in detail was my Owl Incident in 1987 really all about? And what important things happened in relation to me between March and May? How is this period affecting my life these days, especially in ways that I may not consciously be aware of yet?

L: You have had continued visitation throughout your life, and you have also had a very finely tuned memory of much of what has occurred throughout your life. During this period of time of which you speak, you had many points of memory loss, and then memory remembrance. This was a time of great, erratic information coming forward. You, and others as well, have also been going through changes during this particular period of time. We feel that this was a part of your awakening to information that could help you, as well as others in the sense of what you had witnessed.

We do feel that some of this you had to deal with specifically on the terms of your own fear issues. For we do see that fear was a component in this particular period of time. Once you were able to control your fear, and to observe, we feel that this was an opportunity to change this, and for you to move forward.



R: Okay… How did my fear play a role during the period of time around the owl incident, and please give me specific examples of what happened? And how did I control my fear, and how was I able to move forward?

L: We feel that much of this, because you are a very analytical individual, you at first tried to control your fear by looking at this so-called owl as a vision on the road. You felt as though this was a hallucination caused by the rain. You were trying to find some solution, even though the rain had passed. You were trying to rationalize it as an image that was not a part of an actual owl, but rather something that had manifested as a type of weather phenomena. Yet, being the analytical person you are, you realized that even with this changing weather-wise that this could not be the answer. And as a result, you did look at this as being a very unusual situation. As a result, you went into a very Zen place, if you will, in that you tried to control your breathing first of all, and that there was an insistence of trying to relax in this way. And you were trying to normalize what was around you within the vehicle. We feel that you can control fear with your mind intellectually many times. This is simply your response from situations which are potentially fearful.

But we do realize that you as an intellectual individual knew that this was not the appropriate size for an owl. And that you were processing this as some type of phenomena that was at first weather-related, but then you dismissed this. But you were able to control your fear by breathing and by some of the various traditions that are closely linked to the Zen world.



L: We feel that there has been a further revelation that you have had fairly recently, and this has been related to some aspects of your own physical health. We do feel that now you are able to go for more extended periods of time without some of these recurring health issues, of which you were dealing with during the 1980 period. Yet we do see that this time [1987] when you did experience all of this, it was an opportunity for you to understand more of who you are today [2010.]


Above is a vivid dream that I had in 1986, during this period of my life in which Loran explained that I had been having contact with ET beings who were attending to certain medical issues I was experiencing.


R: Loran, can you be real specific for me? What was that four-foot white owl that I saw?

L: We feel that this was, again, a group represented, and one that was, basically, positive. This was a type of screen to your memory at this time, for this is a part of the procedure. But at that time, some of your genetic material was being extracted so that there could be additional study, as such.



R: Okay, please describe, uh, the alien council meeting that you said that I attended that I remember as a dream beginning at the University of Arizona in the dream, walking through large stone monuments, and then culminating in a meeting with a Council of Elders of all types of life around a large circular setting. This was the dream I had. And you had mentioned that I did have another further Council meeting, a second one, and I suspect this was it. Can you talk about this with me, Loran?

L: This is a part of your current lifetime. And this does not have a connection in the sense of who you were in the previous one, but rather who you are now. And this was simply, as the dream started, the entrance was a… an aspect of familiarity so that you would not become alarmed by what you began to see. Essentially, you were sitting in and viewing what was occurring in this roundtable, and it was more of a discussion of some future concerns. Some of these discussions were concerning the environment in terms of some of the changes specifically within your region, and concerns for some of the man-made manipulation, which has been occurring for some time, and how this can be negated. This took place, actually, in a very interesting (in terms of how you perceive this)… but it did take place in terms of a Martian context. And it was an area that was essentially underground but there was a lighting type of transference that was being made, so that it looked to be lit, and there was a great deal of light coming through. And this was all artificially designed to bring in a type of atmosphere. So, essentially, this was a very interesting and pragmatic discussion about how ecologies were so critical on your own planet. And they were critical in terms of the various groups represented there. At that time there was no representation from the various Orion groups. We were represented, and there was representation from the Pleiades, but we did not see any representation from their group as such.



L: But you were able to listen, and you were actually picking up information telepathically during this time. For the languages were unfamiliar to you, but you understood through telepathy what was being conveyed to you. And there was a feeling of great excitement that you could be involved in this stage of planning. We also feel that some of this was an understanding of recognition in terms of how you had advanced from the previous lifetime on your planet, and that this was a new incarnation. Essentially, that you were here in this particular setting to work towards a very positive view of changes on this planet.

R: And what specific ideas or lessons do I need to remember from that Council meeting?

L: Specifically, that there is much that is occurring on your planet at this time, which is not natural, but it is man-made. When people talk of global warming, when people talk of even volcanic and earthquake activity, it is not natural. It is being controlled by individuals who have a concerted plan to reduce this planet to political and economic chaos.

This is why it is really important for individuals here to really project positive light and positive thought-forms, for this is a time that is critical in reaching an active status with your inactive involvement with this planet. We feel that this type of connection is essential, that your actions in working with one another in getting this information out, as you have been doing, is critical. For you do continue, even though your assignment here is different from what it has been in other lifetimes, and certainly from the past lifetime. Your mission here is to bring information forward, and you have been doing exactly that, and we do commend you for this great activity.



R: Can you describe what you know about Sirius A’s planet where — is from, the nature of the relationship between — and myself, and a couple of the most significant meetings that — and I have shared?

L: We feel that much of this has been done though your dream state, and that some of this information is again related to the experience with the Owl. And that you have been gaining more information as time has gone on.

But there is a great dimension for you to explore that is with your healing. And we do feel that this is the primary directive that — is dealing with you at this time. And that this is a very positive direction as such. For there is healing which you have done in your mind, but — will help you in helping direct this healing as an actual, physical manifestation. And we do see that this will happen as you work on a regular basis with healings as such.

R: And regarding, uh, —‘s planet and Sirius A, can you tell me a little bit about that, or can you have — help elaborate now on what that is like?

L: Well, much of this is dealing with an area that is connected with water, and with a great deal of aspects connected with water beings as such, and that this is part of the multi-dimensional aspect of —. We do feel that there is a connection with much of the sea life which is here on your planet that is connected with Sirius A. And we do feel that this is something which you have always had a connection with, and that there will be more connection as time goes on.



L: We do feel that an answer to the second part of your question that your Pleiadian guides are now inter-dimensionally connected with not just the Pleiades, but also with their connections with us. And as we exist in an inter-dimensional format so to speak, as you would speak of a type of tape if you will. We also wish to indicate that they are within this dimensionality which is different from the planetary or the star system connections, which were in the past. We do feel that their continued influence in your life will be amazing, for there is a great deal of strength that they are bringing to you.

It is important to remember that the initial Pleiadian contacts which have occurred have seemed to be extremely pleasant and helpful facilitating many on your planet. It is also an unknown aspect of their contact and of their involvement with the planet Earth that they are warriors as well. And we feel that your two guides, as much as they are very connected with the love and light aspects, if you will, they are also fully geared to walk in battle, so to speak, on an inter-dimensional level. They are fully aware of what it does take to walk through these situations at this time. And that there is a great amount of challenge on your planet which demands it. Presently, they have been very much involved with some of the situations which have been of a more localized nature, and that has been within this region. There is much which is connected with them politically as well, and there have been some interesting maneuverings as you have recently seen, especially with some of the political changes which have been occurring within your communities.


RE-BALANCING NOW [Vol. 2, 6-17-2010]

L: We do see that the — Pleiadian is more prominent in much of your life during the last few years, and has made great attempts at helping with various difficulties. We do see that these difficulties are starting to re-balance, and you are feeling a greater sense of happiness and joy with some of the situations, even though there has been some concern in terms of material well-being. We do feel that these answers are coming, and have been coming for some time.


This is certainly my most ‘real’ dream. I feel that I may have actually physically experienced this as an event that is as real as any real-life experience here on Earth.



R: Is there any connection between my memory of a dream where I felt like I was taken aboard a craft, and given a heart-lung transplant or examination, and then returned where I found myself waking up…?

L: Again, this is a part of what was done. It was not a dream as such, but your memory of it was as a dream. For it was done as preventative, to work on these parts of your body which were in need of this type of correction. For we do feel that your heart would have been involved with this, as well as your lung capacity. For this is something that would have resulted in premature death if it had not been corrected at that time. So this particular dream was particularly significant to you.

R: And may I ask you who was the group that gave me the screen memory of the owl?

L: There was an intervention. What is misunderstood by many individuals who look at so-called abduction scenarios as being all negative, and that they are all done by the so-called Grays… what they do not understand is that there are many different groups, even within the Gray population. The particular group that did this was a group that was actually connected with the Zeta individuals, and they were doing the initial screening, and brought you to the ship. However, the ship was Pleiadian, and those who worked upon you were Pleiadian doctors. The Zetas have been very helpful in terms of some aspects of their medical knowledge, and also their ability to work in getting individuals to other groups who could be of some assistance. They are well known for some activities that some would say would be negative. But there are also other groups that are positive and have been able to facilitate these types of interventions to help humans, especially those who have significant connection with the progress and positive future outcomes within this particular region of your planet. We feel that you as a lightworker here are very significant in terms of your own ability to work with others, and to bring forward information. You work is very important.

The work of the individual Maritza in conjunction with you is also of great importance, and she has brought information to you that sometimes– in working in a very intellectual and analytical aspect as you have done in much of your work, for that is necessary– she has offered you alternatives that have brought information that have opened other ideas and doors to you. So this is a very positive balance between you both.

We do feel that there has been additional work that has been done just recently during the last December (2009) period of time. We feel that you had a brief visitation. It was essentially a check, and it was a check on both you and the individual Maritza, and there was acknowledgment that things were going well. And as we say that, we do wish for both of you to still, of course, pace yourselves, and to work on making sure that you have enough rest during this period of time.

R: Thank you Loran for caring so much.



I hope that by sharing this special article on my 53rd birthday (today) that it helps in all the ways that I described at the top of the article, and additionally, that it supports the movement toward full disclosure about the real-life presence of benevolent extra-terrestrials who are involved in bringing positive future outcomes to Earth and all who live within and upon this precious planet. What keeps coming through the Metatron material from Isis-Neith is my connection and commitment to protecting the Earth as a human being, who also has significant extra-terrestrial connection to such a mission.

I also want to take this opportunity to once again thank with all my heart the two psychic mediums, Cathy Star Eagle and Isis-Neith Shanti, for all the tremendous gifts that they have given me by being portals and conduits of communication to the benevolent beings in the higher realms. Thank you Cathy! Thank you Isis-Neith! And also I would like to express my most sincere gratitude to all my guides, angels, and loving extra-terrestrial civilizations. Thank you all!

I hope that you have enjoyed this major sharing of my personal reality, and I hope that it helps to reinforce our growing, collective understanding about reincarnation, and helps add to the growing evidence worldwide of that reality as well as the reality of benevolent extra-terrestrials among us. May you all be blessed with much love, peace, calm, harmony, and joy.




12:D Realization and Acceptance (The Owl Incident Part Two)

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Looking back over the last little while, I find that my intellectual, emotional and spiritual life has really turned a corner, and I find myself with a mindset that is accelerated beyond what I would have ever expected only a year and a half ago. A few months before 2014 began, my wife Maritza and I had just lost our most beloved Niea, a sharpei who was almost twelve years old, and whom we, a childless couple, had always considered to be our daughter. We were both still in a stage of grieving for the life that we could no longer live with Niea visibly by our side. I shared my feelings with several close friends who understood our deep love for our sweet dog-daughter.


One friend in particular, Bruce, still dropped by and visited for several hours every Friday, and we would talk about all things metaphysical and paranormal: our Friday happy hour. Bruce is a very aware friend who shares many interests in common with me: extra-terrestrials, past lives, living philosophy, crystals, shamanism, angelic beings and much more along these lines. We had met while I was temporarily hosting a public access show on UFOs and metaphysics called “Cosmic Chronicles,” which was produced by two friends. Immediately after each taping of the live television shows every couple weeks, all the people associated with the show would leave the television studio and gather at a local restaurant affectionately known as the Village Idiot. After striking up a friendship there, Bruce and I would eventually begin to meet at my shop every Friday afternoon for ongoing metaphysical dialogue. For about three hours every week, we share all sorts of news articles, videos, and jabber on about incidents from our lives, our individual dreams and any strange or notable experiences or insights that may have occurred over each past week.

Bruce knew that I had attended the International UFO Conference four times, and in February 2014, we were discussing the list of attendees at the upcoming conference at the Yavapai Nation northeast of Phoenix, Arizona. Bruce urged me to go for the sole purpose of attending a lecture that he felt was made for me, called “Owls, Synchronicity, and the UFO Abductee,” being presented by newcomer Mike Clelland. Bruce knew of my experience with the four-foot white owl that I shared publicly in my earlier blog “Origin and Background, ” (Owl Incident Part 1) but he also knew many more details around the incident having read the transcripts from my channeling sessions by a woman named Cathy from back in 2010 who channeled an extra-terrestrial being known as “The Ambassador” and who I knew as “Loran,” which I reference in my blog “Healing Practices and Spiritual Evolution.”

Bruce really encouraged me to attend Clelland’s upcoming owl lecture at the IUFOC event. Even though my finances were in rough shape, I felt the urge to hear this UFO researcher speak, and managed to scrape the money together to attend the mid-February 2014 event for a day and a half with Maritza. As it turned out, my visit to the conference also allowed me to prove to myself that I could be the “new” me– out in the open about my healings– in public around friends, esteemed colleagues and complete strangers.

At that point in 2014, Maritza and I had been married for twenty-three years, and all of those years I have avidly been exploring and researching in depth the UFO phenomenon. Maritza tolerated it and indulged me, and while sharing some interest, she does not have the same level of passion for the UFO research that I do. And while Maritza believed me about the events that I claimed that I had with the four-foot white owl, she had no proof or evidence of any kind, and so she simply took my word for it that the encounter had happened, just as I had explained over the years many times to various friends with her by my side. But now, here was a researcher with many similar cases involving UFOS, four-foot-owls and people who experience seeing both.


During the lecture, Clelland posted an image made from the perspective behind a steering wheel looking, over the hood of a car, at a large owl standing in the middle of the road, identical in perspective to a drawing that I had sketched shortly after the incident with the owl during the rainstorm in May 1987, a drawing Maritza knew well. We both turned and looked at each other incredulously, with our jaws dropped to the floor.


Then, Clelland brought out a standee of a four foot owl, and that did it: Maritza realized that this was a phenomenon not unique to me, her husband, and that changed us both monumentally in terms of us both together accepting the reality of all of this, and the healings and my preoccupation with UFO-related phenomena and metaphysics. Also, I’d like to make it clear that I do not feel that I was ‘abducted’; I feel that I had a ‘contact’ incident, related to medical issues (partially with my sinuses) back in 1987.

But then, something far stranger was to occur that afternoon than the mutual epiphanies for Maritza and I.

About thirty minutes into Clelland’s lecture, something began to happen that shocked me. Never before had I seen anything like this. Vertically, along Clelland’s right side, stood a carbon copy of Clelland’s shape, but all in a dark green emerald light-body. This green light-body mirrored the movements of Clelland, but out of sync. Clelland, who was at the podium but sometimes moved out from behind it and around it, would move, and then just a split second after, the head, torso and legs of the green light-body would move the same movement, the same direction, and yet other times the green light-body would move first and then Clelland himself would move the same way a split second after. Because this had never happened to me before– seeing someone and one of their mirrored light-bodies–I was a little shocked and awed, and in hushed tones, I told Maritza what I was seeing. Maritza did not want us to attract any attention, and kept hushing me quiet, but I was fit to be tied. I couldn’t believe that I was seeing what I was seeing, and it lasted the next forty five minutes until he finished and left the stage. Afterward, I went up and checked the stage for mirrors, plastic or glass in front of the stage or anything that would fully account for what I saw. There was nothing unusual at all around the very simple stage and camera set.

As it turned out, I was fortunate enough to talk with Clelland for a couple hours later after the lecture, and I admired his detailed approach to his subject matter, as well as his keen artistic skill. And as Maritza and I left the convention and lecture hall and walked to the parking lot near the desert’s edge, from just to the north of the Yavapai convention center, an owl began hooting, almost as if the owl was serenading us at sunset as we approached our rental car. How about that for some owl synchronicity!

YouTube lecture video of “Owls, Synchronicity and the UFO Abductee” by Mike Clelland


Mike Clelland wrote a blogpost on November 12, 2015 about this article, so I thought I would share that link as well. Clelland received my article after I posted it on his Hidden Experience Facebook page. And Clelland is correct in his recall that I did not share anything about the ‘green light body’ that I saw that afternoon, as we were making first acquaintance. I flooded him with so much information, and showed him pages from my ufohypotheses.com website that referenced the white owl incident, and so I did not feel it would be wise to tell him about the incident that had just happened which I was still processing myself, for concern that he may think me too ‘out there.’

11:D You Lovely Droplet of Light And Sound [Channeled Message from Archangel Metatron, Nov 9, 2015]


Listen to my voice and feel into my essence. Hear the sound of change coming to those who can hear and feel benevolence. This wave of internal energy is rising in so many of you now. Breathe in the Love that’s in the very air that supports your existence on Earth, and know that My Breath is in your breath. I AM the space between matter. I AM the entirety of existence that holds the holographic universe to support your change and your growth. I am divine breath and song. We sing for you, all of you, down to even the smallest microbial being. We sing songs of Love for you. You know our benevolence as angelic beings and highly-evolved galactic beings, and we know of you as we know ourselves, for we are All a part of Oneness, which connects all layers and vibrations of so-called ‘reality,’ which is another way of saying ‘change.’

There are slower denser vibrations and sounds, and there are higher, lighter vibrations of sound. There are visible spectrums of Light seen by your human eyes, and there are many more not visible spectrums of Light that you have yet to see or even imagine. We are here to share these with you. They are already yours, for you are of Oneness, yet you may not see or hear these vibrations as we do yet, but they may penetrate you and fill you with their benevolent presence if you choose to let them. You may share these sounds and light waves with all levels of your own existence, for you are multi-dimensional, and you may work with them externally and internally, without and within. Many are best seen and felt with eyes closed, an irony to those who only imagine seeing with eyes open. For often there is more to hear that is worthwhile in silence, and more to see that holds value with eyes closed.

We come to share with you an invitation to begin a greater degree of acceptance of our reality within your everyday so-called ‘mundane reality,’ and if you can meet us somewhere in the middle, you may begin to hear more and hear better, and see more colors and recognize more light. For it is you alone who determine the pace of your advance, and your readiness to receive. You are the master of the keys to the kingdom of your own awareness, and if you cry out, “I am not ready for more yet,” your Higher Self may listen to you, and guide you into the appropriate lessons and experiences until you are ready once again for the opportunities to grow, change and receive.

Where do you wish to focus? Do you wish to focus on the mundane, the slow and dense repetitive explorations that incrementally secure your foundation of trust in your own awareness, intuition, and knowing? Or are you ready to expand into a higher, more multi-dimensional understanding of who and what you are?

Imagine who and what you could be, and then know that you have likely only created a very limited portrait of all that you truly are. For you are of the Oneness that has no limits. You are of the Oneness that bears your eternal existence in all octaves of sound, that gave breath to sound.

So close your eyes and breathe in, and pause to recognize those moments when you need neither to breathe in nor breathe out: for this is eternity, this is you being without need, and then breathe out this awareness into your external reality. Again, breathe in the light and sound of benevolence, of benevolent possibilities and change, of expanded awareness, and listen to that special voice of stillness within, for that is your eternalness coming through to you in gentle waves of sound and light, sharing with your mental awareness that you are much more than you have believed and imagined yourself to be: you are Love.

You are much more, and it is All of Love, and so are we, and we come to join you, a meeting in the middle where your reality and freewill is not shattered or broken by intrusion, but gently permeated through your own choice to change and become more aware of your greater reality of unlimited potential, and expansiveness.

We close this message with the assurance of Love, and the encouragement of reminding you of your eternal and direct connection with All That Is, a gift that can never be taken away from you, not by us, your church, or even yourself, because it is the gift of Oneness with the Oceans of multi-dimensional existence, you lovely droplet of light and sound that sees and hears from your point of view for all of Creation to experience. This is the gift that you share with Oneness: your unique perspective, identity and manner of Loving, and for that we can All be grateful.

With so much Love,

Archangel Metatron and You Guides

10:D Trust Your Own Inner Voice [Channeled Message from Archangel Metatron, Oct 20, 2015]


Feel into Me; feel into My Essence. Hear my Voice. I allow all blocks to be removed. You may push forward into action once again, having complete faith in Our connection. Several key events have demonstrated to you, in no uncertain terms, the reality of Our connection. We know that you have trust and faith in Our connection Now. This connection will remain unbroken and eternal. We are your angelic guides, and I Am The Metatron, for I am more than a mere personality. I connect with you to the Great Oneness of All.

I feel you quested for a subject, but the subject that I wish to bring to you at present is connection. Just as you have helped numerous people connect to their guides, I Am here to help you connect further with Me. You may let go of your worries regarding the mental evaluations of others regarding your capacity, for Our connection supersedes all their doubt. You no longer have doubt, and this is so beneficial, not to just yourself, but to all those you come in contact with, for that certainty and knowing spill out of you like a fountainhead, splashing upon all directions around you into the physical realm. You have allowed the fountain to flow for this lifetime you are now leading. This message confirms Our connection and its Reality. This connection is centered in Love and Trust, of which you are continually replenishing.

You seek a subject that is not centered upon yourself. I will give you that subject: multi-dimensionality. This is the act of remembering that your essence can and does exist on multiple layers of reality. There is the love that you feel in your physical, emotional and mental reality, and then there is also the Love that you feel from greater, more encompassing Realities of higher octaves and vibrations. And it is known to us that you feel as if you are straddling these Realities. This continual act of living in multi-dimensionality can feel distracting to your focus in the physical reality while at the same time feel uplifting and deeply fulfilling on another level of reality that you find your Soul existing within. And these degrees of awareness sometimes feel at odds as they co-mingle. Yet, in the greater sense of your feelings, you are completely at peace with these multiple fabrics inter-weaving into a larger tapestry that seems to extend from the physical outward. Remember that all of the Realities begin inside you, and this is where they are connected: in your Heart space, where your Soul connects you in this physical holographic sea to the sea of complete connectedness with the higher dimensions.

So as you find your courage to share increase, and your level of comfort with this connection rise, many gifts will you receive to share with those who feel connected to these energies. My message to you today is to continue to allow this flow, to feel unashamed of your connection with me, and to walk without fear of ridicule by those who may find it hard to understand. You have done the inner work to arrive at this station, and there will be many other stations along your path. If you like, you can begin to think of our sharings together as a travel diary, along the path of your inner discovery.

Feel confident in our connection. Trust in its Reality. Share when you feel prompted. And feel safe enough not to disguise yourself in a persona that you feel others will find acceptable. Dress yourself in your true inner colors of Light and Love. The Light will be seen by those eyes which are ready, and passed over by those which are not. Trust in yourself Now.


The message that you are seeking to share with others is: trust your Higher Self, your own unique Self-expression. You are not required to change the world or anybody in it, only to express your self as it is NOW in the most authentic, loving way, from the inside out. There is no need for validation or approval from others when you are being your authentic benevolent Self, living and acting from your inner Higher Self, manifesting outward into physical reality. Trust your own Inner Voice above everything external.

With Love,

Archangel Metatron and Your Guides

9:D My First Channeling of Archangel Metatron


A friend recently asked me if I would post to this blog my first channeling of Archangel Metatron, so here is that channeling, which I received in January 2014 shortly after finding out that I had a close connection with this angel through a very gifted female medium.

Channeling From Archangel Metatron

Love is the only reality. Love of Self and all Others is the key to re-entering the only reality.

The illusion you live within is mired by ignorance of the Cosmic Laws. It is not that all of you do not know cosmic law, for you do, it is that you ignore cosmic law.  This is your ignorance. You bind your mental process to the concept of linear time, and then the illusion is ingrained in all that you do. Therefore, to ascend and enlighten you must unbind yourself from the linear concept of time. For you, since childhood, have been asking,  and asking of the ignorant, of those who ignore cosmic law, you have been asking, “What is Time?” In essence, time is a timeout from Instantaneous Manifestation, and linear time exists in an illusionary un-reality where All That Is encourages you to examine your intents, your beliefs, and your weaker thinking in order that you can perceive all components in the Law of Manifesting in a clear way. Time does not exist. It is only your belief in Time that exists, and then you co-manifest an illusion in which to experience the weak thinking that manifests as Linear Time, so that you can examine your weaker thought processes.

Where does this weak thinking come from? This comes from the idea that you can not love yourself completely and eternally in all your manifestations, for better or worse. For you are always complete, yet you may think of yourself as incomplete, which is not possible for you are always completely of All That Is eternally. This weak thinking manifests as the illusion known as separation, but you are never separate. You are always fully connected with All That Is, always fully composed of All That Is, and forever and eternally both an individual part And the Totality of All That is, within and without.

Time is but an illusion, created by your capacity to do anything at all, even to think weakly. Once you have chosen to think weakly, you then may create all manner of illusions, separations, linear time, lower dimensions, a Hell, or anything that is not completely of Love, for Love is the only reality.

Upon remembering to think strongly again, you recall that Love is the only reality, and then love of self reoccurs within and without, and then you exist within the Eternal Now. Therefore, to think with your Heart firmly in Love with All of Creation which fully includes your Self is strong thinking, and to think with just your mind is to think weakly, and incompletely, and to be in illusion of your Greater Reality.

With Love,
All That Is Everlasting,
Archangel Metatron, and all your Guides and Angels

8:D Faeries and Portals (Part 1)

So many very special events happened to me over the last two weeks, but one special occurrence that involves a couple photographs, particularly one, compels me to write an article so that I may share this photo with any of you who are interested in metaphysics and multi-dimensionality. As events unfolded, I wanted to share each step of a process in trying to get the photo to be seen by large numbers of people who I believe may find a real value and gain insight and wisdom from seeing the subject of the photo, which I feel and believe is a FAERIE spirit. I almost missed it while I was downloading and sorting through the few photos that I managed to take on the trip. I was so busy in the moment with people that I barely took any photos. I did also get an hour of nature video that I have not looked over yet, so who knows what’s there.
My original intention on the trip was to capture nature video with my higher-end professional grade video camera for Crystal Children Volume Three, hope for UFOs up close at the nightly campfires, but I never expected to capture a photo like the FAERIE photo at all. I didn’t even have a camera for taking still photos until my friend Ingrid gave me the Kodak C195 for my trip to Mount Shasta. Thank you for the camera, Ingrid; it was already so special because you gave it to me with such love, but now it’s even more blessed.

Also, I should mention that as I have done videography over the years, I have had some strange ability to capture anamolies, like the time I was filming a friend who is a healer during one of her healing sessions with a client, and the camera captured some of that healing energy. And the fact that I do Asclepian lightwork and behave as a conduit for higher dimensional healing energies creates a proclivity for interacting well with higher dimensional energies that sometimes translate to photographic images.


Also, I want to share a Facebook post that paints a clear picture of what led up to me snapping that special FAERIE photo:

“In all my life, I had never once had a professional massage. When I saw the list of conference activities, and massage was included, I knew that this week would be my big chance. When I discovered that these professionals were discounting by 50% their healing sessions, I jumped for joy! I could actually afford an hour-long session on my very tight trip budget. Yay! So I scheduled my session for Sunday August 23 because by the end of the conference, I knew that I would need it due to all the energy I was putting out, and because the next day, Monday, I would be doing a lot of nature photography, and because I act like a human tripod and steadicam when I’m filming, I needed to be in good shape going into filming. What a great decision it turned out to be.

So, on Sunday I met with Athena under the canopy but Athena was gracious to me. She knew that I really wanted to hear Omnec talk again, so she suggested that we re-schedule the massage for just after Omnec finished speaking. That sounded great to me, and it allowed me to ask Omnec a question about her Venusian philosophy about healing in general and healing oneself.

So afterwards, Athena still was patient enough to let me leave again to buy Maritza some blessed blue chalcedony and silver earrings from David Phillips before he closed down for the conference’s end. Athena waited patiently once again for me. Then, when I had finished doing that, I turned around and everyone including Athena was gone! Where had they gone?! I ran toward the Main Hall, and found everyone in a Closing Circle ceremony. I had to be a part of this, so I squeezed between Diana Gazes and Karmyn , who I was just meeting for the first time at the close of the conference (!), and was able to participate in the group energy here, led by Shambala.
Finally, after all that, Athena and I re-connected, Athena gathered her dogs, and we went up the hill toward her massage table, which I had seen on my earlier walk on Friday when I had met the deer who told me that her name was Athena! So then Athena (the human!) had to turn back down the trail because she realized that she had forgotten her keys, so I just stayed at Athena’s camp and massage table while she went back down the hill to the Main hall to retrieve her keys. During this time, I strolled just a little in the vicinity of her massage table as the beautiful wind whistled through the pines.
I decided to take my camera out of my satchel and take a few pictures of this idyllic, enchanting setting, including photos of the massage table and Athena’s little doggie crib. But before I did that, I pointed the camera into a beautiful area of forest, and that’s where I took the FAERIE photo. But I did not even begin to realize this until now (Sept 3) as I was going through my camera and the sequence of pictures, attempting to clearly identify what day that I had taken the photo. The image was taken after photos of pages from a gem book owned by David Phillips that had information on the metaphysical properties of Blue Chalcedony, and before the images of Athena’s massage table. So that placed the FAERIE photo just after the Closing Circle, and just before the massage began, which would’ve been near 5pm on Sunday August 23rd.
So when Athena returned, she reminded me that I was going to be her guinea pig for a new healing modality that she was working with, called Harmonic healing. I agreed, got onto the massage table, and that’s when the massage began, and Athena starting to sing to me, ‘When You Wish Upon A Star.’ ”

So, without further ado, here is the FAERIE photo. (Move your cursor over the photo and click to enlarge.) Please download the photo, and then zoom in so that you can see the details. The FAERIE is in the lower portion of the picture, in the center, but to really appreciate it, please zoom in one step at a time:


And here is the PORTAL photo, taken in Panther Meadows on Mount Shasta in the afternoon of August 22nd, 2015. (Move your cursor over the photo and click to enlarge.) Download and zoom in between the two trees on the left. I find that the blurred area forms a complete circle, but you need to be zoomed in to inspect it well:

Please feel free to leave comments if you care to share your views.


Rick, September 3, 2015 3:36pm


The History of my FAERIE and PORTAL photos from Mount Shasta August 22-23, 2015

First, here’s the announcement that I made on September 2, 2015 on my Facebook page–

This note is to let my friends know that the Mount Shasta ET Ambassador conference was thoroughly amazing. One of the surprising moments from the trip happened within the last few hours, on September 1st 2015, one week after my trip had ended and I had returned to Tucson. Going through some of the photos that I took, I came across two forest scene shots that I took; one photo I snapped several hundred feet to the north of the main building of the Methodist camp on Castle Lake Road on Sunday August 23. [NOTE: After reviewing the order of my photos on my camera, I realized that I took this picture on Sunday, shortly after I had purchased some earrings for Maritza from David Phillips, and just after the Closing Circle for the conference. This is why I have edited this post, in the interest of utmost accuracy.]

This photo appears to show with great clarity a FAERIE. I just looked up the definition online, and the entry on faerie said, “imaginary, mythical.” Well, alright then, I captured a photo of what may be a so-called mythical being, which would be a great honor to receive such a gift from Nature. The second photo, while not as dramatic, was taken in Panther Meadow forest on Mount Shasta on Saturday August 22, and appears to show a PORTAL of light opened up between three trees. Both photos have subjects that seem to have a field of energy surrounding them. I want to show them to all of you now, but after careful consideration, I feel that there may be a legal need to license these photos, because personally I think the farie photo especially could cause a sensation.

So, I have inquired with the Associated Press. If any of you have practical experience in licensing photos to AP for use, please share with me your wisdom about the process. Here is exactly what I wrote the Associated Press:
“I have two undoctored photos taken August 22-23 2015 within the Mount Shasta region (one on Mount Shasta and one near Castle Lake) that appear to demonstrate metaphysical non-normal phenomena in two clear photographs, and I am interested in licensing use of them to the Associated Press. One of the photos especially has a ‘sensational’ quality to it that could provoke great interest from around the world. What steps need to be taken to submit and review, and also to create a licensing contract between myself and the Associated Press news agency?”

So that’s what I wrote them, and now I am awaiting their response. Will they respond? For that answer, I’ll have to ‘wait and see.’

I never expected to have taken such special photos, but more than any financial reward that I may receive, I am honored that whatever intelligence allowed me to take the photos in the first place decided that it was alright that I could be the bearer of such an important ‘discovery.’ I had not been able to review the photos until the last 24 hours, and what I discovered has certainly shaken up our sense of normal. I feel lucky to be in this magical period of life that’s unfolding now.

[end of that Facebook posting]


So, then I followed that statement with a reply to describe in better detail what I saw in the photo:

“The FAERIE has wings and what looks like a head and torso, suspended in a field of rainbow light in the shape of a cross, with a field of energy around the rainbow cross that distorts and tints the trees in the background behind it, as if the source of light is coming from the FAERIE. The FAERIE appears in the photo between many trees about 7-8 feet off the ground. High above at the top of the photo is the Sun near the tree line, and the FAERIE is below the Sun and slightly to the right, so I don’t think that it is an optical effect from reflected sunlight through the tree trunks and low hanging branches in the vicinity because the alignment with the Sun is off. Plus, as you zoom in to see details, the subject becomes more defined (while it is also transparent) and you can see shapes like wings, a head and a torso that seem more than mere abstraction and coincidence. For many people, there will be room to doubt and debunk, but for me the image speaks plainly. It is clearly not a sun dog, samples of which are seen here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sun_dogs
So… I can’t wait to show it to all of you. I discovered it right about 9pm last night (Sept 1st) and when I showed Maritza, she got chills over her whole body and became very, very excited. When I brought over my friend Albert who lives nearby who is generally a skeptic, he was immediately convinced and wants a photo blow-up of the FAERIE so that he can paint it. Well, that’s all there really is to say until I can show you guys the actual photo. I don’t want to post it directly to Facebook because of their copyright assertions if you do, so I will likely post it to my rickkeefe.wordpress blog, and create a link that I can post on Facebook. Now, I’m just waiting to hear back from Associated Press, but maybe I can post it to my blog in the meantime. ”


So then my wife Maritza made a comment that same day, September 2nd, which I would like to include in the history of this photo:

“Wow! What a gift and what a privilege to have been present as the magic unfolded. You are right Bruce Emrys, magic is real! Rick’s photos will be accepted by the many friends who know, trust and love him, and by everyone who is ready to move past the veil. The photos will be debunked, as well, by those who feel threatened, and by those whose job is to keep us in the dark. But, nonetheless, Rick has been offered a wondrous and loving gift, and he and I have zero reasons to have doubt! It is amazing to be a first hand observer. How privileged to see the gift unfold before our eyes. ❤ ”


Interest in the photo began to swell a bit as I posted on my  Facebook page, and also to the Mt Shasta Summer Conference page, and friends and family seemed to support what I was trying to share and, at the same time, legally protect the photo. So I posted an update:


So, since I first contacted AP through an online query last night and since I know that the wheels of large organizations can sometimes turn slowly, I decided to call the Associated Press this morning, and I spoke with a representative at the News Desk named Susan P. When I explained why I was calling, she said, “That’s something we usually come to you for, not the other way around.” Then, she transferred me to AP Images, but they explained that AP Images department is mainly dealing with commercial issues, and referred me back to the News Desk, which transferred me to the AP Los Angeles Bureau Photo department. I spoke with a man named Richard and explained why I was calling, and he gave me the LA Bureau desk phone number, took down two of my phone numbers, and he said that he would get back to me. I hope that he doesn’t think that I’m a kook and blow me off. So, now, I must remain patient for awhile while the wheels at AP LA bureau news desk turn.”


And here’s the screen save I made of that inquiry to Associated Press:
AP Query


On  September 3rd, more developments occurred after I called the Los Angeles Bureau Photo Desk for a second time, and so I made a new Facebook post:


“Okay, so I just got off the phone with Richard and Reed at the AP Los Angeles Bureau Photo Desk (1-213-626-2500) and they gave me the email (which I won’t publish so they don’t get super-spammed) to send them the photo so that they may inspect it. I am doing that right now, so please everyone send lots of good wishes and good vibrations so that this picture can be seen by millions.

I feel it would be valuable for people to realize that devas and forest spirits do actually exist. They are not simply mythical, legendary creatures: they are tangible beings operating within our ‘normal’ reality, yet also living within a different frequency / dimension than our lower 3D reality. Hopefully, people who see this image will treat the forest and the trees and all the beings that make up a forest with much more understanding and respect. Devas and faeries do deserve our respect and cooperation. We owe it to the Earth, and to our children’s children.”

Thanks for your support everyone!”


And then I made an additional reply:

“Here’s a copy of the backup e-mail that I sent Associated Press; I sent the original one from my rick@ufohypotheses.com e-mail with the exact same content I sent to them just seconds before this one with the gmail address, to be sure that they did receive it without any complications.”


Within an hour, Richard of AP called back with his decision, on Thursday September 3rd, 2015, and I posted another updated reply to my own post:
“So, Richard from the Associated Press Los Angeles Bureau Photo Desk just called back at 1:02pm, and said that they could not use the photo, and he attributed the FAERIE to “sun flare off the lens.” So that route with the matrix did not work. What I will do next is create an article on my rickkeefe.wordpress.com blog (to avoid Facebook’s photo policy), and attach the photo file there, and then give all of you the link so that you may examine it for yourselves. Hopefully, I’ll have that done within the next 24 hours. I can’t wait to show all of you! It’s amazing!!! <3”


So, that’s the history of my FAERIE and PORTAL photos from Mount Shasta, late August 2015.

7:D Healing Journal, August 24 2014

Part of what is happening for me, as a person with a gift for healing, is learning how to offer my gift to others, while at the same time learning how to grow and improve my upon my egotistic and emotional responses to the whole process of being involved in a healing for someone. This week has brought numerous challenges for me in this regard, especially since I have started this blog in which I am trying to share my experiences with those of you who have interest in metaphysical activities like this. I share this with you from the point of view of a novice who is becoming an adept, and I am trying to share what it feels like to be living a life that feels multi-dimensional, yet still very physical and connected to everyday reality, where there are ups and downs and in-betweens.

The” in-between” energies are the focus of today’s healing journal. The in-between energies exist in a space that requires the balance, humbleness, and awareness that the universe is a much bigger construct than just what I want it to be in my individualized, ego-oriented mind.

Since the last healing journal, I have offered three more people healings, and encountered three very different outcomes, from the basis of my ego’s perceptions. One healing provided immediate success, a second healing appears not to have worked well enough, and the third healing’s outcome may not be known for several weeks to come. The affect upon my perception is that I need to continue to “detach from the outcome” and yet remain my normal compassionate, open, optimistic self that wants to see everyone healed completely (and immediately, if possible.)

This is where I need to respect the Universe, and each person’s individual life path and choices, which sometimes conflict with my desires for perfect outcomes.

The tarot card I drew in association with today’s journal entry is the Eight of Pentacles, signifying apprenticeship, education, new skills, change, renewal, concentration, determination, diligence, hard work, perseverance, initiative, focus, patience, unfolding process, improvements, adjustments, honing skills, reassurance, investment, long-term goals, and ” any tendency towards perfectionism where you may lose sight of the bigger picture.” With that insight in mind, allow me to share these three healing experiences.


The first healing I engaged in was on Thursday morning, after a dear friend shared with me the photo and story of a baby fighting for her life. For purposes of this article, I will give her the pseudonym Nell. Her birth was traumatic. Her mother was injured in a car accident, and Nell was born prematurely by c-section, the result being kidney damage and seizures for little Nell, who began her time on Earth fighting for her very life. I asked my friend if the family was open to allowing a healing for Nell, since she could not ask on her own, and my friend said that the family had gone public asking for prayers, donations and any kind of help at all. So, I had the green light to help Nell , and I immediately went into a half hour remote healing for the little girl that was struggling to live one state away. My friend also performed a remote healing for little Nell, and many other people were offering up prayers and donations for Nell and her family.

The next morning, I was so excited to see that Nell had made it through the night, (even though the doctors cautioned the family and told Nell’s mother not to expect her to live through it to the next day, August 22nd) but then my friend wrote that her condition suddenly took a turn for the worse. So, I immediately stepped away from my work, and I began a second remote healing for baby Nell. Later that evening, I also participated in a group mediation and healing for Nell with about forty other people, where we all together sent Nell wonderful sparkling gold healing light to help her, along with everything that the doctors and medical teams at the hospital were doing on her behalf.

Together, traditional science and metaphysical science are working in tandem, as we all try to contribute to Nell our love and light and prayers and medical technology in order to help her remain here with her family.

Yet, there are much higher forces at work that none of us understand fully, including karma, destiny, fate, and freewill that are also involved in Nell’s life, and all of our lives. I see each of us as divine drops in the Divine Ocean, and no matter the outcome, we are all connected eternally, so no matter the outcome, in the bigger picture life always remains, just in different forms and in different realms of existence.

I am happy to report that three days later Nell is still alive and getting stronger, fighting for her precious chance to experience the wonders of life on Earth with her family during these amazing times.

The second healing I was involved in took place at the same gathering where we had done the group mediation for Nell. This was the monthly spiritual support group put on at a local candle and metaphysical shop. The meetings were created by Sherry Whitfield and the being known as Synergy that operates through an ancient Micronesian crystal skull that has a written history since the 1700s, and has an oral history within the “Real People” island tribe that dates back 40,000 years to the time of the first aborigines. It is my understanding that a multi-dimensional benevolent being who calls itself Synergy manifests its spiritual energy through this huge block of crystal that was carved into a skull millennia ago.

Together, we share metaphysical experiences, we have drumming circles, group chantings, group meditations and visualizations. If desired individually or collectively, we can connect with Synergy’s powerful and intense positive, loving energy. We have a great time in coming together, and the support also comes from sharing with each other our experiences about our individual and very different metaphysical paths before the session, during the breaks, and afterwards.

If you are sensitive to subtle energies, you may appreciate the qualities and vibrations that one can pick up from crystals when you hold them in your hand and go silent, just feeling the tingling or prickly or gentle waveform sensations that crystals generate and emit. In the early part of the evening during a drumming circle, I was allowed the honor to protect and carry around the ancient Lemurian crystal skull, that normally weighs about 15 1/2 pounds, to the many participants at the support group so that each could hold the skull and feel its qualities for themselves. At each meeting, there are usually a dozen or more newcomers who get the opportunity to meet Synergy, the skull of Joy as he is known to the “Real People” of Micronesia.

Then, later in the evening, I was able to hold Synergy twice by myself for about five minutes each, and interact with Synergy’s energy on a personal basis. After the second time by myself, I stood up and was re-centering, and upon the advice of another friend, I grounded the energy from Synergy, by patiently waiting until my consciousness was fully balanced back into physical reality.

Friday August 22nd 2014 was the fourth gathering of this spiritual support group, and that night, one of the men who regularly comes to these meetings arrived but was keeping to himself that he was in excruciating pain in the area of his left kidney and pancreas. I’ll call him Remy. Because Remy wanted so much to attend this meeting, he chose to endure his pain and still participated that evening, despite the excruciating agony he suffered through the whole evening.

While we were beginning to clean and pack up four and a half hours after we had arrived, Remy approached me and asked if he could drop by my work where I offer healings, and I told him that there was no need to wait: we could do the healing here, so that he didn’t have to wait and suffer until a day came where he would have time to drop by my work. After Remy realized he was not imposing on me, he agreed and I allowed myself to channel the healing light energies through for him. I began with his head and sixth and seventh chakras, then moved to his heart chakra, then went from the top to the bottom of his spine, while he did his visualizations of white sparkling light filling his entire body. This helps to stabilize, energize and open up the person who needs healing. Then, I began to work on his left kidney area. After I had worked for many minutes, I felt it was time to stop, and Remy said that the pain was 90% gone. He smiled, amazed and happy. He mentioned that he still felt a twinge of pain that was “moving around” so I worked several minutes more, after which his side was now pain free.

He was so astonished and relieved that he asked me to work on his knees, troubled by old football injuries he had suffered in his youth. Those pains went away, too. I checked once again, and then he explained that he still suffered from jaw pain and headaches due to a medical device he needed to alleviate dangers from sleep apnea. I will find out next month whether or not that additional healing work helped to lessen his sleep apnea issues.

Afterwards, with just a few of us remaining to say our goodbyes to each other, Sherry and I shared with Remy a remarkable event that happened last month when I was doing a remote healing for someone who lives in eastern Pennsylvania. During the healing while we were both on speaker phone, the man said that he felt a “presence” enter the room, and he asked if I knew who the presence was. I told him that I did not, and had not ever experienced this before with anyone with whom I was doing a remote healing. However, I assured the man that I only allowed the most benevolent and loving energies to come through, and so after he explained to me that he did not feel threatened by it, we finished the remote healing session. Ultimately, the session was successful in greatly lessening the pain in both his wrists from a fall three months earlier, and the session helped alleviate chronic knee pain that he had suffered from for years.

But to me, the most remarkable part of the story came later when he sent me a couple of e-mails to further inform me about the details of what he had experienced during that remote healing.

The man from Pennsylvania wrote: ” I am still somewhat mystified by the “presence” I felt during the meditation. The best I can describe it was the feeling of “Casper  the friendly ghost” flying straight towards me and into my face. There was a face, and a trailing body. As it “entered” my head, I  felt a force – like a puff of wind – then is dissipated. I use a  daily Medicine Wheel for protection, so I feel no fear of  malevolence. It was an experience though.” I wrote back and asked for more details, and he replied: ” The Presence- – I was sitting – during the meditation on my last knee – my left. I was holding the sphere image in my head. All at once I “saw” (my eyes were closed) it descending from the wall in front of me toward my face. It was white with dark outline features. I noted that there were eyes and a wide mouth – smiling. Hair trailed long behind and trailed as if it were a body. it came at my face from above (45 degree angle). As it contacted my face (nosebridge) I felt it as if it were a puff of wind. It felt as if all of its being trailed in, but not out. It seemed to dissipate on contact  – or about an inch or so in.  After that, I felt nothing, other than a little shock and amusement.” I was flabbergasted when I read the e-mails.

Sherry explained to Remy on Friday night, as she had to me one month ago, that the description the Pennsylvania man gave to me is exactly like what so many people have told her about when they have been healed by Synergy and seen Synergy manifest before their eyes. So, along with my normal guides, angelic beings, and higher- dimensional beings, it appears that I am now also able to communicate with and channel Synergy’s healing energies. How wonderful! This explained to me why I wanted to hold Synergy for so long that evening: I feel it was because Synergy was amplifying my fields in order to transmit greater amounts of healing energy for Remy, who I didn’t even know that I would be helping to heal that same night, just minutes after my third extended contact with Synergy.

Synergy’s energy is quite intense. It causes some people’s legs to feel like jelly and some people’s ears to ring; some people have beautiful visions and feelings; some people receive telepathic messages; some people hear Synergy laughing or speaking; and then there are some people who just puke and throw up. I knew all this and yet I held Synergy for quite a long time on Friday, but now it seems clear to me why: to help Remy.

However, not all of the healings I channel produce my desired instantaneous, positive outcome. The next morning, I was informed by a friend that his wife was dizzy, nauseous, had feelings of vertigo and had been throwing up. I had worked on both he and his wife over the last four years with positive results, so she was easily open to another healing. However, after this healing, she threw up and went to sleep. Hours later, her symptoms were persisting and she was dehydrated, so he took her to urgent care. She was diagnosed with Benign paroxysmal positional vertigo (BPPV), given some anti-nausea medication, and by today, Sunday August 24th, was feeling much better. So, I cannot say with any certainty that my healing helped her at all. It appears that modern medicine was more appropriate for her in this case. And this is where I have to acknowledge that sometimes what I do does not produce the instantaneous positive outcome that I always hope for each time that I try to help someone. One thing I can say about working with her is that I did channel much light and love to her, and that is always positive. However, this healing experience reminded me that I need to remain humble, balanced and aware that Divine Loving Spirit of the Universe will always determine the outcome.

Sherry told me her approach to healing in a single, straight-forward sentence that night before we left: “Show up, do the work, and leave.” In other words: detach from the outcome after you have done the healing.

Just before I learned of my healing gifts several years ago, I was helping several people in my circle who I was close to, and sometimes I found myself getting too personally involved in their personal issues. I wanted so much for their lives to improve, since they had shared with me their many problems and issues, but I became so involved that I placed myself beneath their needs, and lost my balance for a short term until I became aware that I needed to learn to “detach from the outcome.” That was part of my healing journey: learn to always send unconditional love, but also learn to detach and just hope for the best for them. One of those people passed away, one went a little crazy and moved away, one friendship was broken, and another one needed space to grow and make their own positive creations and mistakes. Another one was healed and continues to stay in contact, another has become a close family friend, and many others simply passed my way, were healed, and went on to their specific life journeys.

I am new to being a healer. I have much to learn, much work to do and skills to hone, concepts to evolve, patience to apply, emotions to balance, but this is, as the Eight of Pentacles instructs, a life-long goal that I must concentrate on improving, and with determination and perseverance, this unfolding process will manifest into many more positive benefits and outcomes for many more people.

I just need to remember that neither I nor my skills as a healer are perfect, and that “to detach from the outcome” and people’s personal dramas while still giving my utmost effort and love on their behalf is the best path to follow. The Divine Universe will decide. It’s not about getting recognition, or getting paid, or getting an ego boost, or getting some other form of compensation: it is about expanding our field of love to others around us in a pure and unselfish way. Love is the single greatest power in all of creation, and one cannot exert power or control over Love; instead, one must respect Love, its timing and allow it space to grow and shine to its fullest, most beautiful potential. That’s the type of healer I want to be.




Post script: On Monday morning, August 25th 2014, baby Nell crossed over to the other side. Her family writes: “The great spirit has called forth our precious baby —. Our family is and always will be strong. We know that her spirit is with our grandmothers and our ancestors just waiting for the rest of us to join her! I love you baby girl!” My most sincere condolences to baby Nell’s family.

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